In Spirit and in Truth .
1 Corinthians 2:6-16

6. Yet among the mature we do impart wisdom, although it is not a wisdom of this age or of the rulers of this age, who are doomed to pass away. 7. But we impart a secret and hidden wisdom of God, which God decreed before the ages for our glorification. 8. None of the rulers of this age understood this; for if they had, they would not have crucified the Lord of glory. 9. But, as it is written, "What no eye has seen, nor ear heard, nor the heart of man conceived, what God has prepared for those who love him," 10. God has revealed to us through the Spirit. For the Spirit searches everything, even the depths of God. 11. For what person knows a man's thoughts except the spirit of the man which is in him? So also no one comprehends the thoughts of God except the Spirit of God. 12. Now we have received not the spirit of the world, but the Spirit which is from God, that we might understand the gifts bestowed on us by God. 13. And we impart this in words not taught by human wisdom but taught by the Spirit, interpreting spiritual truths to those who possess the Spirit. 14. The unspiritual man does not receive the gifts of the Spirit of God, for they are folly to him, and he is not able to understand them because they are spiritually discerned. 15. The spiritual man judges all things, but is himself to be judged by no one. 16. "For who has known the mind of the Lord so as to instruct him?" But we have the mind of Christ.

Our words have power because their origin is the Holy Spirit. We may have the skills of great orator, we may speak several languages, we may have studied all the works of the “great thinkers” of this world. But those skills, those words, those thoughts, are inconsequential compared to the power we have through the Holy Spirit. All of man’s superlatives are nothing--meaningless--compared to the understanding we gain as we come to know the “thoughts of God.” Our words resonate in others because of the power of the Spirit to use us as a megaphone of God’s word. Our communication transcends any human language barrier when we “speak in love.” Our thoughts and ideas are inspired by God within us -- the Holy Spirit.

This is how God spoke through the prophets of old. This explains how those ordinary, in some case ornery, in other cases weak-willed and timid, could so forcefully and willfully change the course of history. They were not acting on their own volition -- they were propelled by God’s power, through the in-dwelling of the Holy Spirit. And for a long time God only imparted that kind of knowledge and innate sense of purpose in a select few. And at the time in history when it must have seemed that things were as bad as they were ever going to get for the God-fearing of the world, Jesus came on the scene!

Who is this God anyway? Who are we that he would even bother with us? Isn’t it unfathomable? I’ve shared before that each morning I come to the computer, I feel almost as if I’m drawn here when the scripture has begun to “speak” to me. I usually don’t know how I’ll start--which is the most challenging--and never know how I’ll end. Sometimes I erase entire paragraphs without being sure why. My words have no meaning, have no capacity to touch another’s heart or mind or soul if they are spoken from my own experience and interpretation. It is when God infuses me with the Spirit’s understanding that those experiences are interpreted in ways that communicate God’s words, his plan that has unfolded for me and for my life. And hopefully, through my sharing that journey in obedience and with intention and humility, others benefit and grow in their own knowledge of and faith in a God so wonderful.

And by infusing others with his understanding, my words have the power to seep into their lives. They find ways to apply the lessons God has taught me in their own situations. And I do not doubt that there is a cosmic connection between people when the Spirit moves! I sat in church last Sunday with my husband to my left (his usual “aisle” seat), one of my friends to my right, and next to her, my walking buddy. It was Youth Sunday and the spiritual energy in the room was palpable. As one of the teenagers shared testimony with the congregation, my walking buddy and I began to emanate “sparks” and our friend between us said she felt an “energy” pass between us! We almost couldn’t sit still! We were both getting the same message at the same time about a situation we would be involved in later in the week, and it was truly electrifying! That’s how the Spirit works! We are born with “God-receptors.” I think that’s what makes us seek God our whole lives. The Holy Spirit is how the switch is flipped to “ON.”

I hope today you’ll turn the ‘ON’ switch in your heart and soul to receive all the blessings God wants to give the world through you. And that you’ll feel that electricity pass through your body when you reach out to others in spirit and in truth.

Mary  ¶ 7:02 AM

  God-breathed Words .
2 Timothy 3:14-16; 4:2-5

14. But as for you, continue in what you have learned and have firmly believed, knowing from whom you learned it 15. and how from childhood you have been acquainted with the sacred writings which are able to instruct you for salvation through faith in Christ Jesus. 16. All scripture is inspired by God and profitable for teaching, for reproof, for correction, and for training in righteousness, 4. 2. preach the word, be urgent in season and out of season, convince, rebuke, and exhort, be unfailing in patience and in teaching. 3. For the time is coming when people will not endure sound teaching, but having itching ears they will accumulate for themselves teachers to suit their own likings, 4. and will turn away from listening to the truth and wander into myths. 5. As for you, always be steady, endure suffering, do the work of an evangelist, fulfil your ministry.

My NIV translation of verse 16 states all scripture is God-breathed. Paul could have written this letter to me! His reminder to Timothy that all scripture in inspired by God is the only explanation for my ability to get up every weekday morning to post a devotion. There is no other area of my life where I am nearly that disciplined! Truly, the devotions come from the God-breathed words in the bible. And my discipline is through God’s faithfulness and His ardent desire for an intimate relationship with me. He wants me to use the God-breathed abilities I have been given to do His work. And I am unable to refuse him. The few mornings I intentionally did not post a devotion, I felt as if God gave me His ok because of things going on in my life and His working in me through those experiences. He knew - as I have come to learn - that those experiences would be shared later.

Paul isn’t saying that every single word is the absolute, literal truth. Much of the Old Testament -- especially the earlier books -- record the oral traditions that had been passed down for many generations. It does not matter to me if the stories are an actual, factual recounting of real events. What matters is that I find God in them and through reading them and meditating upon them. I see his work revealed and displayed in the words recorded. I feel his presence and his tender love--even his patient gentle rebukes--as I delve in to the words of and about so many wise, brave, good, though flawed human beings. And I find tremendous comfort as I see those same flaws in myself -- and as I grow to see my own wisdom, by own bravery, and to embrace my own inherent goodness.

The temptations of this world are too strong for man. It’s so hard to be the person we want to be and to live the life we want to live. My fear is not of a terrorist attack -- that’s not what keeps me awake at night! It is that Christ will come again on a day when I am not living the kind of life He told me to live. I hope and pray that it does not happen on a day when I have yelled at my kids and snapped at my husband, and decided that one of the latest reported mass murderers is beyond God’s grace, and I actually say out loud that the world is beyond saving and mankind is beyond hope. That scares me more than suicide bombers and hurricanes and wars. And Paul understood that Timothy was just like all of us -- he needed encouragement. He needed to be reminded what he was about.

“5. As for you, always be steady, endure suffering, do the work of an evangelist, fulfil your ministry.” Paul rejoiced in his suffering, because he fully trusted what was to come. He longed to be with his beloved Savior, and for that he was willing to endure anything this world could throw at him. In light of what Paul and countless others endured to advance the gospel of Christ and spread the God-breathed words of life to all mankind, I think I can get up early and post a devotion!

I hope today you consciously decide not to succumb to the lies and deceits of this world. And that you find your truth in the God-breathed words recorded for you long ago in the bible.

Mary  ¶ 7:26 AM

  God’s Varied Grace .
1Peter 4:7-11

7. The end of all things is at hand; therefore keep sane and sober for your prayers. 8. Above all hold unfailing your love for one another, since love covers a multitude of sins. 9. Practice hospitality ungrudgingly to one another. 10. As each has received a gift, employ it for one another, as good stewards of God's varied grace: 11. whoever speaks, as one who utters oracles of God; whoever renders service, as one who renders it by the strength which God supplies; in order that in everything God may be glorified through Jesus Christ. To him belong glory and dominion for ever and ever. Amen.

My NIV translation of verse 7 reads: “The end of all things is near. Therefore be clear minded and self-controlled so that you can pray.” Anticipating the return of Christ should influence every aspect of our lives! We are to pray for the wisdom to live correctly; for the strength to be of service to this hurting world; for the boldness to speak for those who have no voice. And we must always remember to give God the glory for our words and our actions.

Love one another, since love covers a multitude of sins. God is working in me about this. I am finding that I can be quite arrogant and judgmental if I’m not careful, when it comes to granting others mercy and deeming them worthy of God’s grace. Who am I to make that decision? The words to a song I’ve come to love say, “I’m a sinner, born in sin.” Before I ever make a statement or think a thought about someone else, it needs to begin with that phrase. The proper way to make the entire statement is then, ‘I’m a sinner, born in sin, so I do not dare judge another or presume to determine their worthiness before God.” Christ’s death covered all our sins. All of Ours. Not just mine!

In each community of Christians, God places people endowed with each spiritual gift, talent and ability to maintain the entire body. If one withholds from the community, all suffer, either in doing without, or in being burdened with extra work. God’s grace provides us everything we need. Sometimes the trick is in (1) accepting what others have to offer; (2) educating them about how Christian communities ideally operate; (3) providing an environment where all gifts are graciously accepted and deployed; (4) praising God for (1) through (3); and (4) encouraging and uplifting each other as we discover and learn how to deploy our gifts, talents and abilities in service to the community!

At first glance, “the end of all things is at hand” might seem alarmist. But some believe that the “end times” began at the incarnation. And we don’t know how long that era will be! After all, a thousand years is as a day to God! But we are to live with the absolute and certain belief that it is indeed imminent. Today, tomorrow or a thousand years from now is not the point -- the point is that when it does come - we will all be judged by how we lived the brief time lived upon the earth. Peter’s telling us that in that case, we better get busy!

So, as Christians, we are to love one another as Christ loved -- without judgment or reservation. We are to pray for wisdom and strength in order to know and carry out the purpose God set for our lives. And we are to always declare the source and reason for our service, prayer, and our very lives. To God give the glory indeed! Not only does he create us already “programmed” to seek him, he sent us his son to show us the way. Then he gives us a chance to strive for the perfection possible only through and in Jesus Christ. “To him belong glory and dominion for ever and ever. Amen”

I hope today you are sane and sober in your prayers. And that you glorify God in everything you say and do.

Mary  ¶ 7:07 AM

  The Source and Center .
2 Corinthians 6:1-2, 14-17; 7:1

1. Working together with him, then, we entreat you not to accept the grace of God in vain. 2. For he says, "At the acceptable time I have listened to you, and helped you on the day of salvation." Behold, now is the acceptable time; behold, now is the day of salvation. 14. Do not be mismated with unbelievers. For what partnership have righteousness and iniquity? Or what fellowship has light with darkness? 15. What accord has Christ with Belial? Or what has a believer in common with an unbeliever? 16. What agreement has the temple of God with idols? For we are the temple of the living God; as God said, "I will live in them and move among them, and I will be their God, and they shall be my people. 17. Therefore come out from them, and be separate from them, says the Lord, and touch nothing unclean; then I will welcome you, 18. and I will be a father to you, and you shall be my sons and daughters, says the Lord Almighty." 7:1. Since we have these promises, beloved, let us cleanse ourselves from every defilement of body and spirit, and make holiness perfect in the fear of God.

Paul warns the Corinthians not to affiliate with those who don’t live as we know we should live. Don’t do business with cheaters. Don’t make friends with those who stab others in the back. Don’t work for unethical bosses. Don’t expose yourself to messages that are counter to what Christ preached-and Paul continued to preach after Christ’s death and resurrection. And we may think it was a lot easier for the Corinthians to be “separate” than it is for us!

Today almost every news story is about an unethical company CEO or someone who “bends the rules” to achieve their goals. We hear so many stories about trusting people being taken advantage of by those who know their vulnerabilities. And its bigger than that! Neighborhoods where low-income families could afford rent are being torn down to make way for more “upscale” housing. The world is not a nice place most of the time! So how do we find our way? Well . . . God gave us the answer: "I will live in them and move among them, and I will be their God, and they shall be my people. 17. Therefore come out from them, and be separate from them, says the Lord, and touch nothing unclean; then I will welcome you, 18. and I will be a father to you, and you shall be my sons and daughters, says the Lord Almighty."

Oh . . . Jesus! We may think we can’t just quit our job because our boss is unscrupulous. But what would Jesus tell you about that? We may think we can’t end a friendship because our friend is a bigot, or that we absolutely need to live in one of those homes that was built at the expense of shelter for the working poor, but when we weigh those statements against how Jesus lived his life--the people he ministered to . . . It’s not easy to be a Christian. It never has been! And I suspect it will be harder and harder as the end of all things approaches!

Jesus is the first, last, and only word. My Jesus. My Savior. My God. I think that may be my mantra today! And I have found that when I remove myself from the picture, and attempt to be Christ to my world--I have a much better day!

I hope today you’ll remember the source and center of all things good and right in the world. And that you’ll call upon Him before you speak every word, think every thought, and pray every prayer.

Mary  ¶ 7:17 AM

  Sifted Like Wheat .
Luke 22:28-37

28. "You are those who have continued with me in my trials; 29. and I assign to you, as my Father assigned to me, a kingdom, 30. that you may eat and drink at my table in my kingdom, and sit on thrones judging the twelve tribes of Israel. 31. "Simon, Simon, behold, Satan demanded to have you, that he might sift you like wheat, 32. but I have prayed for you that your faith may not fail; and when you have turned again, strengthen your brethren." 33. And he said to him, "Lord, I am ready to go with you to prison and to death." 34. He said, "I tell you, Peter, the cock will not crow this day, until you three times deny that you know me." 35. And he said to them, "When I sent you out with no purse or bag or sandals, did you lack anything?" They said, "Nothing." 36. He said to them, "But now, let him who has a purse take it, and likewise a bag. And let him who has no sword sell his mantle and buy one. 37. For I tell you that this scripture must be fulfilled in me, `And he was reckoned with transgressors'; for what is written about me has its fulfilment."

Jesus knew that not only Peter, but all the disciples would be “tested” in the hours and days to come. Things were getting pretty scary for those following Jesus. But they were about to get worse! And even though Peter thought his devotion to Jesus was enough to sustain him, Jesus knew otherwise. Because he knew what it meant to be human. He knew that even when we love someone, we can hurt them or deny them, out of fear, or self-preservation. More than that, he fully grasped what was at stake and I wonder if he knew that Peter would in the end be “The Rock” upon whom “the church” would be built, or if his prayer to His Father was that he had correctly “heard” God in selecting this brash, though loyal and good man as the leader of the new kingdom on earth.

Jesus warned the disciples to take with them what they would need to survive in the world. Without him there to guide them day by day, situation by situation, they would need to be ready to draw on what they had already received. Jesus wouldn’t be there in person, but his words were etched in their minds, and his message carved in their hearts. While our faith is all we need to sustain us, the world tries to ravage our lives with lies and hate; and to eat away at our resolve when wars rage and famine overtakes a people.

We must keep up our strength. That’s why it’s so important to go to church and be a part of a faith community. A place to be safe and to grow and learn and be lifted up is crucial if we are to survive with our souls intact in this day and age. Don’t believe the lies. Don’t listen to those who try to sell you something “better” than Jesus. Don’t follow those who want to lead down a path of self-destruction. Be armed with a knowledge of scripture. Be fortified by reading the bible every day. Be consoled by your brothers and sisters in Christ. When you do fall, declare it to others, as testimony that our faith allows us to be picked up and brushed off and made new again. Encourage one another.

It’s not easy to be a Christian. Jesus never said it would be! If we go out into the world armed with knowledge and awareness of the “danger zones” we can be better prepared to defend ourselves. And we must defend others who are not strong in their faith. We must teach them, not only with our words, but with how we treat them. A former pastor, and dear spiritual mentor, once told our congregation, “Life is hard. But God is good.”

I hope today you rejoice that even in the “hard” parts of your life, and you remember that Jesus won the final victory for you on the cross. And that in the “easy” parts you praise a God who blesses us beyond imagining.

Mary  ¶ 7:23 AM

  Gods of (Insert your city here) .
Isaiah 46

1. Bel bows down, Nebo stoops, their idols are on beasts and cattle; these things you carry are loaded as burdens on weary beasts. 2. They stoop, they bow down together, they cannot save the burden, but themselves go into captivity. 3. "Hearken to me, O house of Jacob, all the remnant of the house of Israel, who have been borne by me from your birth, carried from the womb; 4. even to your old age I am He, and to gray hairs I will carry you. I have made, and I will bear; I will carry and will save. 5. "To whom will you liken me and make me equal, and compare me, that we may be alike? 6. Those who lavish gold from the purse, and weigh out silver in the scales, hire a goldsmith, and he makes it into a god; then they fall down and worship! 7. They lift it upon their shoulders, they carry it, they set it in its place, and it stands there; it cannot move from its place. If one cries to it, it does not answer or save him from his trouble. 8. "Remember this and consider, recall it to mind, you transgressors, 9. remember the former things of old; for I am God, and there is no other; I am God, and there is none like me, 10. declaring the end from the beginning and from ancient times things not yet done, saying, `My counsel shall stand, and I will accomplish all my purpose,' 11. calling a bird of prey from the east, the man of my counsel from a far country. I have spoken, and I will bring it to pass; I have purposed, and I will do it. 12. "Hearken to me, you stubborn of heart, you who are far from deliverance: 13. I bring near my deliverance, it is not far off, and my salvation will not tarry; I will put salvation in Zion, for Israel my glory."

I have begun my devotion time in Isaiah for the past couple of weeks. I have felt that I’m pretty familiar with the book, but isn’t it just like God to make old words like new! And these verses are rather timely as our church plans to launch a capital campaign this fall! Gods of Babylon is the title of this chapter in my NIV bible. “Gods of Richmond” could be an equally applicable, though or “Gods of ____ (insert your city or town here).”

What God is telling us through Isaiah is that we spend an awful lot to money, time, energy creating our own “perfection” on earth. We worship the rich and the famous and we strive to be like our neighbors and long to be one of Donald Trump’s apprentices! We overeat, we engage in risky behaviors, we end up addicted to the very things we sought out as a means of peace, comfort, rest, relief. And God, at this point, is reminding us that we do not need to wear ourselves out seeking after things that do not satisfy--that never can and never will. Only He can meet our every need. Only He can have a relationship with us. He doesn’t require sacrifices of burnt offerings. We don’t spend our life savings creating a golden casting of him and then remain burdened to worship him the rest of our lives. We don’t need to carry him with us so we can be in his presence wherever we go.

God is with us. Always was, always will be. He ardently desires a relationship with us. And he makes it so easy! All we need to do is acknowledge Him as the sole source of every good thing in our lives. Worship him as our creator. Adore him as only power in creation who can place stars in the sky, blades of grass upon the earth, and a soul within us that makes us a part of him--his favorite part. He thinks us into existence and carries us through every moment of our lives. He breathes us into being and sustains us and upholds us as we travel through this world. He IS God. Not A god. THE God! I don’t know about you, but in this world today, I need THE God of creation!

Isaiah reveals to us that God doesn’t want us to “spin our wheels” trying to figure out how to have a blessed life! He has already made provisions for us. Don’t worry about all the trappings of this world--don’t seek after them, don’t strive for what we don’t need. God is the one truth that never fails us. “9. remember the former things of old; for I am God, and there is no other; I am God, and there is none like me, 10. declaring the end from the beginning and from ancient times things not yet done, saying, `My counsel shall stand, and I will accomplish all my purpose,’”

I hope today you find tremendous comfort in remembering that God has it all under control. And that you give Him all your burdens, trusting that he will carry you and sustain you.

Mary  ¶ 7:04 AM

  Dreamers and Stewardship .
2 Peter 3:8-15

8. But do not ignore this one fact, beloved, that with the Lord one day is as a thousand years, and a thousand years as one day. 9. The Lord is not slow about his promise as some count slowness, but is forbearing toward you, not wishing that any should perish, but that all should reach repentance. 10. But the day of the Lord will come like a thief, and then the heavens will pass away with a loud noise, and the elements will be dissolved with fire, and the earth and the works that are upon it will be burned up. 11. Since all these things are thus to be dissolved, what sort of persons ought you to be in lives of holiness and godliness, 12. waiting for and hastening the coming of the day of God, because of which the heavens will be kindled and dissolved, and the elements will melt with fire! 13. But according to his promise we wait for new heavens and a new earth in which righteousness dwells. 14. Therefore, beloved, since you wait for these, be zealous to be found by him without spot or blemish, and at peace. 15. And count the forbearance of our Lord as salvation. So also our beloved brother Paul wrote to you according to the wisdom given him,

I attended a meeting at church last night of the new Capital Campaign Leadership Team. It was our second meeting as an entire group, and we eventually began to discuss how we were going to convince the congregation that we need to pay off our mortgage more quickly that “required“ by our lender. We all agreed it needed to happen, and we each had our own ideas about what to do with the “extra” money once we begin to pay down the mortgage. The ideas ranged from “it’s good financial stewardship” (which appealed to me not at all!) to “we can reach out to so many people in so many ways--have more education class rooms and a building devoted exclusively to CARITAS and other outreach programs.” (Guess who dreams of that!?). I guess that’s why I’m one of the Spiritual Leaders and not the “financial” person!

I won’t say we argued, but all of us have very strong personalities and the conversation grew rather animated. In the end, though, we all agreed that two things are crucial -- ok -- three things. First that we must always stay grounded in Christ. Second, we must all be certain our decisions are not based upon our own vision of “a new heaven and a new earth.” Third, we must agree to lift each other up and pray for discernment, and also peace about the decisions that are made. All of us are passionate about our church, and deeply committed in our faith. Our task is to remember our common bond as we dream out loud together, and look to the future.

I rather marvel at the workings of that group. God is so amazing! He brought together dreamers like me -- who care not one bit about money -- and teamed us with those stoic practical types who remind others of us, that we can’t realize our dreams without money! And I thank God for those who keep us on track, watching over our financial resources, and keeping one eye on the bottom line as they dream their own dreams for our church!

We don’t exactly live in luxury. But we are finally at a point where we are “comfortable” financially (as long as we don’t have any big upsets!) When we began to discuss ways we could come up with more money--over and above our weekly giving, we weren’t too optimistic about whether we could give any more. We don’t have a huge nest egg, half of which we can donate to the church. We’ve already held off a couple of extra years before purchasing another vehicle. We don’t have any lump sums of money anywhere that we can contribute. But I can cut out a trip to WAWA (or Starbucks), and I can bring my lunch every day to work, and I can forego one night of eating out, and I started a “family change tin” where all our change is collected and taken to Coinstar (at Ukrops where the 8 cents per dollar goes to charity and not the store).

The thing is, I should live that way anyhow! I don’t think, though, that will be the catch phrase that will inspire people to change their lifestyle! Our team will be in prayer this week to discern what that catch phrase should be. As if the impending arrival of Christ at the end of time were not reason enough to live as kingdom people!

I hope today you join me in thinking about where you place your priorities. And with me, rekindle in your daily living the dream promised us at the resurrection.

Mary  ¶ 7:18 AM

  Don’t Believe Your Own Press .
Mark 9:17-29

17. And one of the crowd answered him, "Teacher, I brought my son to you, for he has a dumb spirit; 18. and wherever it seizes him, it dashes him down; and he foams and grinds his teeth and becomes rigid; and I asked your disciples to cast it out, and they were not able." 19. And he answered them, "O faithless generation, how long am I to be with you? How long am I to bear with you? Bring him to me." 20. And they brought the boy to him; and when the spirit saw him, immediately it convulsed the boy, and he fell on the ground and rolled about, foaming at the mouth. 21. And Jesus asked his father, "How long has he had this?" And he said, "From childhood. 22. And it has often cast him into the fire and into the water, to destroy him; but if you can do anything, have pity on us and help us." 23. And Jesus said to him, "If you can! All things are possible to him who believes." 24. Immediately the father of the child cried out and said, "I believe; help my unbelief!" 25. And when Jesus saw that a crowd came running together, he rebuked the unclean spirit, saying to it, "You dumb and deaf spirit, I command you, come out of him, and never enter him again." 26. And after crying out and convulsing him terribly, it came out, and the boy was like a corpse; so that most of them said, "He is dead." 27. But Jesus took him by the hand and lifted him up, and he arose. 28. And when he had entered the house, his disciples asked him privately, "Why could we not cast it out?" 29. And he said to them, "This kind cannot be driven out by anything but prayer."

Reading this account, one would have the impression that the apostles had become a little “big for their britches!” Jesus had commanded them to go and heal and cast out demons. And certainly as they traveled they met many in need of healing of some kind who they were able to help. On their own, without Jesus at their side, they may have forgotten the true source of their power. They may have lost track of their true mission. It was not just to heal and help! No! It was to heal and help in the name of God! After a time, they may have come to believe the power was inherent in them.

Jesus seems pretty annoyed with the entire situation, doesn’t he? And really, who could blame him? It was obvious to him that the disciples had yet again fallen under their own spell! And don’t we all? When we’re “doing good” don’t we forget sometimes why we’re doing it? Don’t we start to be “believe our own press?” Don’t we begin to think highly of ourselves? Don’t we forget the source of all good in the world? That’s what has happened here! Perhaps this situation unfolded as it did to remind the disciples who really was the teacher! And to remind them of the source of the power to perform those miracles everyone marveled at! Remember, Jesus always called upon His Father, always stated that the miracles were in His Father’s name.

The evil spirit instantly recognized Jesus as powerful beyond any ability man might display! He was terrified! But Jesus used even this stubborn evil entity for his own purpose -- to offer a reminder and a lesson: Don’t forget what you’re about. Don’t forget me. Don’t forget my words and my actions. Don’t forget to pray. And by the way, don’t show off at God’s expense!

People don’t really change much over time. Don’t we do this all the time? When things are going well in our lives, we take the credit for ourselves. Ahh . . . life is good. I’ve worked so hard, done so many good things, tithed, been active in my church, took Christian parenting classes, served on committees at church, coached the soccer team . . . I’m “superhuman!” I still go to church, but I’m a bit smug. I’m blessed because I deserve it! And the better life gets, the more credit I take for myself. I forget the source of all this good in my life! I inch God out.

Jesus came to save us from ourselves! It is somehow reassuring that even those he chose to be his closest companions and upon whom the fate of “the church” rested, fell into the same traps we set for ourselves! Even they forgot who was really in charge sometimes! And they had Jesus with them!

I hope today you remember the source of all good in your life. And that you offer a prayer of thanks and praise to the God who gives us infinitely more than we could ever deserve.

Mary  ¶ 7:16 AM

  Overcome Evil With Good .
Romans 12:14-21

14. Bless those who persecute you; bless and do not curse them. 15. Rejoice with those who rejoice, weep with those who weep. 16. Live in harmony with one another; do not be haughty, but associate with the lowly; never be conceited. 17. Repay no one evil for evil, but take thought for what is noble in the sight of all. 18. If possible, so far as it depends upon you, live peaceably with all. 19. Beloved, never avenge yourselves, but leave it to the wrath of God; for it is written, "Vengeance is mine, I will repay, says the Lord." 20. No, "if your enemy is hungry, feed him; if he is thirsty, give him drink; for by so doing you will heap burning coals upon his head." 21. Do not be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good.

I awakened this morning to a steady stream of the “headlines at the top of the hour” and it wasn’t very pretty! Locally, nationally and internationally, people are suffering--and it’s big news. When I got to my computer though, I opened an e-mail from one of my covenant sisters. She has been on a medical mission trip in Honduras and had a few moments to let us know how things were going. When I read her loving words, her upbeat downplaying of the conditions under which they are traveling, and the genuine affection she has for the Honduran people, I felt as if Verse 21 should be my mantra today. Do not be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good.

She and two other women from our church are putting into action these words from Romans. I have talked to these women as the weeks passed, and they became more and more excited, anxious, anticipating this adventure. All three of them share common traits: they are humbled to be used in this way; they are loving, compassionate women, and that is evident in their presence, not just because they desired to reach out to a people thousands of miles away from the comfort of their homes.

These women are not hearing the headlines on the news and clucking their tongues and shaking their heads in resignation. They’re not hanging their heads out of distress and discouragement as they head out the door into the world . They are uplifted and empowered and inspired to offer themselves as “human sacrifices” to God’s people. And I view them as more than role models. They are obedient servants of Jesus Christ and of mankind. It seems a small thing, perhaps to spend 10 days in Honduras. But these women have families, jobs, commitments--lives!

I hope my covenant sister will not mind my sharing a bit of her e-mail: “spirits have been high, humors excellent, safe travels daily, a beautiful place to stay with excellent food, and we get to work with and for very appreciative people. What more could we want??” What more indeed than to live out Paul’s instructions to us, Christ’s example for us. Her e-mail came at the perfect time for me today! God-planned time!

My prayer is that my sisters in Christ return safely. And that you imprint verse 21 in your mind and on your heart as you head out into this dangerous, anxious, frightened, and amazing world.

Mary  ¶ 6:55 AM

  To The Close of the Age .
John 21:25

But there are also many other things which Jesus did; were every one of them to be written, I suppose that the world itself could not contain the books that would be written.

Luke 24:50-53

50. Then he led them out as far as Bethany, and lifting up his hands he blessed them. 51. While he blessed them, he parted from them, and was carried up into heaven. 52. And they returned to Jerusalem with great joy, 53. and were continually in the temple blessing God.

Mark 16:19-20

19. So then the Lord Jesus, after he had spoken to them, was taken up into heaven, and sat down at the right hand of God. 20. And they went forth and preached everywhere, while the Lord worked with them and confirmed the message by the signs that attended it. Amen.

Matthew 28:16-20

16. Now the eleven disciples went to Galilee, to the mountain to which Jesus had directed them. 17. And when they saw him they worshiped him; but some doubted. 18. And Jesus came and said to them, "All authority in heaven and on earth has been given to me. 19. Go therefore and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, 20. teaching them to observe all that I have commanded you; and lo, I am with you always, to the close of the age."

I don’t know how I got the idea that I wanted to see how each of the gospels end! Being a writer, I like John’s ending the best. He could personally have written for years and not been able to relate every single wondrous thing about the three years he spent with his beloved friend/teacher/brother/savior. I like the fact that John leaves much to our imagination--or at least our wondering--about what else Jesus did. As if those stories captured in the gospels were not enough to turn even the most hardened heart to love him, and the most “dug in” doubter to at least offer the possibility of the validity of their testimony.

John seems to have the greatest sense of wonder about it all. The other gospel writers seem to be more along the line of “okay we’ve been given our assignment; let’s get to work!” Not that they didn’t look back with fondness and affection upon Jesus and the the tales they heard about him. And their lives were forever changed, the course of them altered beyond imagining because of Christ. Because of the crucifixion, they comprehended completely the probable course of their lives as disciples after Christ. They relate the tales of their time with him almost in spurts -- bursts of memories -- “Remember the time . . .” John seems more pensive. More reflective. It is essential to him that the spiritual component not be lost in the telling. The mystical and the wonder of it all is important to him.

That’s where I am in my faith right now, too. I am as much in love with Jesus as my savior, and I am with him as human man. And I am awestruck by the God who inserted himself into this world for a time. It just crossed my mind, that 33 or so years may be all Jesus could handle confined to human form, experiencing first hand our limited human understanding and our propensity to act before we pray/think. It must have been so difficult for him! And yet he never turned back, never called upon his father to end it before it was supposed to end. Even on the road to Golgatha. Even as he hung upon the cross.

My prayer today is that you carry with you the words of these gospels as you go out into the world today. And that you never forget that Jesus is with us, even to close of the age.

Mary  ¶ 7:10 AM

  What’s My Life Worth? .
Matthew 10:29-3, 38-39

29. Are not two sparrows sold for a penny? And not one of them will fall to the ground without your Father's will. 30. But even the hairs of your head are all numbered. 31. Fear not, therefore; you are of more value than many sparrows. 38. and he who does not take his cross and follow me is not worthy of me. 39. He who finds his life will lose it, and he who loses his life for my sake will find it.

What is your life worth? I’m pondering that question myself this morning as I’m having an “insurance physical” this morning for a life insurance policy. Really, what is my life worth? There’s an actuarial table that will give you the dollars and cents response, based on my lifestyle, my health, etc., etc. And there are formulas to calculate how much it will cost to pay off the house, and any other outstanding debt, to bury me, to pay for any other life expenses that may come along -- oh . . . and replacing my income. Those are all practical things to think about. But none of those formulas give me the answer I’m looking for. What is the value of my life?

What is my worth? As a Christian, I know that answer. My belief in a loving God reassures me that I am of tremendous worth to him. I am more precious to him than anything else on this earth -- or in all of creation, just because of who I am. I consider myself a generous person. I would give away everything I have were it not for my more level-headed, practical husband always in the back of my mind. When it comes right down to it, I appreciate my house -- it’s really starting to feel like home. And I so enjoy bringing the various flower beds back to life, and I’ll eventually finish painting the top half of the wall in the dining room! Left to my own resources, though, a room with a bed (comfortable please!), a shower with an adequate supply of hot water and a coffeemaker and ready source of coffee -- I’m good.

Again. What is my life worth? How have I spent it? How will I spend it in the future? Am I the person I had hoped to be? Am I living as if I believe my intrinsic value is based upon whose I am and not who I am? Am I spending my time creating and revealing and striving for a world that is free of hate and hunger, prejudice and fear, war and hopelessness? Am I using my talents, abilities, spiritual gifts and graces in ways that bring about God’s kingdom on this earth? Do I seek God’s direction and guidance before I undertake a new task or start a new venture? I think you know the answer to all those questions! I would like to. I would hope so. But not always, honestly probably not even most of the time.

So. What’s the answer? The worth is in the effort; the trying; the striving. The value is in heading out into the world, armed with faith and trusting that God will lead us where he desires us to be. When we do that, our worth to the world approaches our worth to God in Jesus Christ. Jesus’ life was, in the end, nothing - and everything. The sacrifice of his life gave us eternal life. Our sacrifice of service and sharing of love makes our lives important, meaningful -- valuable, of inestimable worth. We are God’s beloved, chosen, created out his desire for companionship and relationship. He made us above all other living things, closest to him of all. We are in his image and likeness. There is a familiarity and a comfort in relationship between those so alike.

He placed within each of us a tiny speck of himself. And he knows everything about us. I cannot image more intrinsic value than to be a part of God. And to be so well-known and understood by him. So my life is important. It matters. And God cares how I spend it; what I do with it; who I help and who I tend to. He wants me to be him for the world and he sent Jesus to show us how. It is utterly impossible to express the value and worth of a life created and formed in the image and likeness of one so wonderful! Our task is to make the attempt.

I hope today you take stock of the measure of your life. And that you choose to spend it on those things that really matter to God.

Mary  ¶ 6:53 AM

  Take No Gold, Nor Silver .
Matthew 10:6-10

6. but go rather to the lost sheep of the house of Israel. 7. And preach as you go, saying, `The kingdom of heaven is at hand.' 8. Heal the sick, raise the dead, cleanse lepers, cast out demons. You received without paying, give without pay. 9. Take no gold, nor silver, nor copper in your belts, 10. no bag for your journey, nor two tunics, nor sandals, nor a staff; for the laborer deserves his food.

Jesus tells us to get to work! Don’t sit around in church and talk about what’s wrong with the world--get out there and fix it! You don’t have to be rich and “throw money” at a situation. All you need is a strong back and a willing heart. And if you don’t have a strong back, you can pray for those laboring on behalf of others. Jesus tells us that we don’t have any time to waste, because “the kingdom of heaven is at hand!” Some may say, well . . . Jesus lived 2000 years ago and the world still hasn’t ended, so what does that even mean? I think it means we have more work to do!

When I read verse 10 I think of all the trips I’ve made to Lake Junaluska with our youth. Before we even leave for the trip, we begin to calculate how much extra space we’ll need for “luggage.” Yes, it is a Youth in Mission week. Yes, we are 5 minutes from the nearest Wal-Mart. Yes, we stop to eat at least 3 times during the 8 hour road trip. Yes we are provided with massive amounts of food at each meal throughout the week. But one of the biggest concerns is: “Do I have enough snacks?” And then there is the issue of whether the blow dryer will fit, and if there is room for all the changes of clothes that will be needed -- and a bathing suit for each day, in case we get to swim in the pool.

I’m not just talking about the kids either! And I’m not being critical! That’s how we are! That’s how the world is! But Jesus tells us not to worry about all that “stuff.” Wal-Mart is open 24 hours! If you forget your toothbrush, someone will drive to Wal-Mart to buy you one! But wait a minute, folks! Let’s remember that we’re about missions! Not just during that week in the mountains, but every day of our lives. We are commanded to go out into the world and help the helpless, feed the hungry, provide comfort and healing . And we don’t need fancy words or “nice clothes” or even any money. We only need Jesus. His power, his strength, his love, his command.

God will take care of us. He will meet our every need - just as he always has. We may look at our check book balance and think we have nothing to offer. We may look at our church financial statement and protest that we have nothing extra to give or invest or spend. Jesus, though, doesn’t care about the “bottom line.” He wants our sweat and our backs and our prayers -- and our obedience. Go. Do. I’ve already gone ahead of you to prepare a way. I’ll be there when you arrive. And I’ll stay behind to finish the work you started after you have moved on. Jesus is all we need. Our faith in Him compels us to get busy! Our trust in Him spurs us on. Our gratitude for God’s grace overwhelms us.

In light our free gift of grace, how can we help but proclaim the message of salvation! How can we be silent? How can we be idle? How can we be discouraged? God’s faithfulness has endured through all generations. He will sustain us and provide for us--in fact, he already has! He sent his son to become sin for us. And for that we can never even begin to repay our great and glorious God!

My prayer today is that you will be on a mission to preach, heal and proclaim the Good News that Jesus died for us! And that you offer a prayer of gratitude that He arose on the third day.

Mary  ¶ 7:30 AM

  The Lord is at Hand Psalm 138:1-3

1. I give thee thanks, O Lord, with my whole heart; before the gods I sing thy praise; 2. I bow down toward thy holy temple and give thanks to thy name for thy steadfast love and thy faithfulness; for thou hast exalted above everything thy name and thy word. 3. On the day I called, thou didst answer me, my strength of soul thou didst increase.

Philippians 4:4-7

4. Rejoice in the Lord always; again I will say, Rejoice. 5. Let all men know your forbearance. The Lord is at hand. 6. Have no anxiety about anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. 7. And the peace of God, which passes all understanding, will keep your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.

You may have noticed I didn’t post a devotion on Friday. I struggled about whether or not to “force it” or just let it be. It’s obvious how it turned out. I was pretty spent by Friday. Finished up my 5th week at my new job, which I truly love. It is challenging though, and a whole different rhythm than what I had grown accustomed to in my previous job. I had grown used to having several days to “vision” and look at “big picture” issues and then go into action for several days implementing the plan. I had many phone calls and e-mails throughout the day, but they were scattered, interspersed with “down time.” That has NOT been the case at my current job! And the death of the mother of teenagers from our youth group has really hit me hard.

I’ve been spending some time with God this weekend asking him to reveal to me “what’s up!” What is this feeling I have? What is this sense I can’t quite put my finger on? I realized Saturday that I have gotten way too wrapped up in everything. I had joked a few times with friends that PTSD from all the changes in my life was going to kick in and I think that may be what hit me last week. And I realized that I had been falling into the “It’s all about me” mode with a great deal of facility! I took my eyes off God and placed myself smack in the center of my world!

It’s human nature, I know. But I still just kick myself when it happens. (Notice I didn’t say “if” it happens!) The thing is, all the changes have been good! They’ve been positive changes that we were able to willingly and intentionally implement -- two new jobs, a new house, and several other “smaller” blessings have come our way. But they all caused change. And change is not always easy, even when it’s good. This morning I almost gave up and walked away from my post. (I started over twice!) But I needed these words this morning, and I have found that often others need exactly the same words on any given day. It’s a “God-thing!” Because after all, he is the one in charge! He is the potter and I am the clay.

It’s not always fun or easy to be reshaped, and made into something new. It can be stressful and challenging and cause us to focus on ourselves, rather than on the plan God has for us. I believe God led me to these scripture this morning as a reminder that I need to “chill” as my son would say. Let go. Let God. He’s so much smarter, stronger, wiser and so much better at running the world than I could ever hope to be. “6.Have no anxiety about anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. 7. And the peace of God, which passes all understanding, will keep your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.”

My prayer today is that you join me in turning over every aspect of your life to God. And that you trust he’s already made all the contingency plans we need!

Mary  ¶ 7:13 AM

  For I Have Redeemed You .
Isaiah 43:1-7

1. But now thus says the Lord, he who created you, O Jacob, he who formed you, O Israel: "Fear not, for I have redeemed you; I have called you by name, you are mine. 2. When you pass through the waters I will be with you; and through the rivers, they shall not overwhelm you; when you walk through fire you shall not be burned, and the flame shall not consume you. 3. For I am the Lord your God, the Holy One of Israel, your Savior. I give Egypt as your ransom, Ethiopia and Seba in exchange for you. 4. Because you are precious in my eyes, and honored, and I love you, I give men in return for you, peoples in exchange for your life. 5. Fear not, for I am with you; I will bring your offspring from the east, and from the west I will gather you; 6. I will say to the north, Give up, and to the south, Do not withhold; bring my sons from afar and my daughters from the end of the earth, 7. every one who is called by my name, whom I created for my glory, whom I formed and made."


I certainly find comfort in these words. It almost takes my breath away to read them. This week has been punctuated with sorrows and grief--for some in our church family, across the country, and around the world. So much sadness. So many hurting people. And some days at work I sit back and take a deep, deliberate breath to release the wounded-ness of those who call for help -- I have said that sometimes it feels like a vast sea of humanity calling out for relief and help. That’s when God steps in. That’s when he offers us these words from Isaiah. “Fear not, for I have redeemed you; I have called you by name, you are mine.”

In these verses, God claims us as His own in no uncertain terms. His words are deliberate, intentional and also lovingly reassuring. “For I am the Lord your God, the Holy One of Israel, your Savior.” He established his authority as our creator, reminds us of His working in the lives of our “ancestors in faith,” and points us to Christ, all in one sentence! When life becomes overwhelming; when the world just seems to be spinning out of control, we may turn to worldly ways of soothing ourselves. But we need to remember that nothing on this earth will last -- only God. And we need to turn to him, turn it all over to him.

As I type these words I feel the weight of the world lifting off my shoulders. Not that I don’t mourn with our church family; not that I don’t feel bad for those starving in Africa, or for the Iraqi people and the American soldiers and civilians working so hard, and risking their lives for freedom. Not that I don’t care or want to help make this world a better place. This morning I am finding I need to give it all over to the God who created us for his glory and purpose. I ask him to reveal to me what I can do in my small way, in my little part of the world to bring about his kingdom.

And I am learning to wait on him. It’s a hard lesson, as I am a “fixer” by nature. I want to right every wrong, bring reconciliation to every rift, relieve every burden borne by others. That can be exhausting! So I am turning this world and all of God’s people over to his love and care this morning. He never grows weary, his shoulder are big enough and his love is deep enough to get us through every situation. It’s a challenging lesson for me, and I don’t doubt I’ll try to take it all back more than once today! But I am told that awareness is the beginning of the solution.

Not much could be added to these words from Isaiah. I cannot think of being comforted more than to be told by God “Fear not, for I am with you.”

My prayer today is that you will join me in turning over every difficulty, challenge, or struggle in your life to the God of Israel, our Lord and Savior. And that you will keep giving it back to him, every time you feel that knot in your stomach, that stiffness in your shoulders, or any other sign your body tells you what your heart already understands!

Mary  ¶ 7:07 AM

  Two Things Have I Heard .
Psalm 62:1-2, 5-12

1. For God alone my soul waits in silence; from him comes my salvation. 2. He only is my rock and my salvation, my fortress; I shall not be greatly moved. 5. For God alone my soul waits in silence, for my hope is from him. 6. He only is my rock and my salvation, my fortress; I shall not be shaken. 7. On God rests my deliverance and my honor; my mighty rock, my refuge is God. 8. Trust in him at all times, O people; pour out your heart before him; God is a refuge for us. [Selah] 9. Men of low estate are but a breath, men of high estate are a delusion; in the balances they go up; they are together lighter than a breath. 10. Put no confidence in extortion, set no vain hopes on robbery; if riches increase, set not your heart on them. 11. Once God has spoken; twice have I heard this: that power belongs to God; 12. and that to thee, O Lord, belongs steadfast love. For thou dost requite a man according to his work.

Went walking this morning with my buddy. I’ll tell you, it’s better than therapy - and certainly much cheaper! I just feel as if I can “make it through” by the end of our walks. It’s such a blessing to have a friend to whom you can say anything, wonder out loud about anything, and with whom I can just be myself. Of course we talked about the death of the woman I commented on yesterday. And we are both aware of friends dealing with life issues and of the news is so bad from all over the world. . . .

And again I find myself unable to make sense of so much of life, I have so many questions about the why and the how and just what in the world is the plan, God!? I know I’m not ever going to figure it all out. And I really do need to start sleeping better, because this staying up trying to solve the mystery gets old--and exhausting! Last night I attended a Stephen Ministry supervision meeting. Collectively, the people in that room had probably experienced every part of life - birth, death, disease, loss, hatred - and on and on.

We make a list of prayer concerns - some of which are only for our group, some for public knowledge. And that list includes our personal struggles, as well as those of friends, neighbors, co-workers and members of the congregation. Does it help to know that these individuals really “get it?” Yes. Does it help to have my walking buddy/dear friend provide (and receive) “amateur therapy” three days a week? Absolutely.

Yes we are to rely upon God completely and absolutely in all situations. Sometimes we’re too angry at Him. Sometimes we’re disillusioned and disappointed. Sometimes we just can’t even bring ourselves to pray. That’s why He has placed us in community. That’s why he sends people into our lives for us. People who love us and care about us. People who walk with us - literally and figuratively -- through everything in our lives -- the joys, the sorrows, the celebrations and the grief.

When I stop to realize this, I do feel comforted that God really does have it all under control. He does have a perfect plan. And it is HIS plan--not mine. My NIV translation of verse 1 says, “My soul finds rest in God alone; my salvation comes from him.” And verses 11-12, “One thing God has spoken, two things have I heard: that you, O God, are strong, and that you, O Lord, are loving.”

My prayer today is that we find rest in our God who has a perfect plan for us and our salvation. And that we lean upon Him, the rock that cannot be shaken, throughout every experience in our lives.

Mary  ¶ 6:39 AM

  The Trumpet of God .
1 Thessalonians 4:13-18

13. But we would not have you ignorant, brethren, concerning those who are asleep, that you may not grieve as others do who have no hope. 14. For since we believe that Jesus died and rose again, even so, through Jesus, God will bring with him those who have fallen asleep. 15. For this we declare to you by the word of the Lord, that we who are alive, who are left until the coming of the Lord, shall not precede those who have fallen asleep. 16. For the Lord himself will descend from heaven with a cry of command, with the archangel's call, and with the sound of the trumpet of God. And the dead in Christ will rise first; 17. then we who are alive, who are left, shall be caught up together with them in the clouds to meet the Lord in the air; and so we shall always be with the Lord. 18. Therefore comfort one another with these words.

I’ll be completely honest: I had and still have no idea what scripture should be shared this morning. I finally resorted to the bible topic index on my computer. The mother of teenagers in our youth group died suddenly the other night and I just heard about it last night. I am in shock; numb; deeply saddened; and feeling completely helpless. This woman was in her 40’s and I know of the upcoming milestones in her children’s lives, and cannot imagine them going on without her to share in them--a first child starting college; a youngest child starting high school. It’s just too sad.

While I’m being honest: I do question God about this! I love those children. And I am so sad for them. What could be the good purpose? What words am I to say to them to offer them comfort, or her husband? This is one of those times where we just have to keep our faith and trust God. I don’t mean that in a trite and simplistic way -- I mean we need to reach deep down and pull out every ounce of strength we have to believe in a God who has great plans for us. A God who plans to prosper us. A God who wants what is best for us.

I think of Job. And the story makes perfect sense and I read the words on the page and nod my head, “Yes, God blessed Job in his old age, more than he had before.” But that did not take away the pain of his loss. It didn’t cause him to miss his loved ones any less. It didn’t ameliorate his grief through the rest of his life. And even in his later life, full of children and grandchildren, friends and financial bounty, he had to have looked back at what he lost sometimes . . . And I don’t think this woman’s family would be the least bit comforted by the ending to the story of Job’s life. In light of all this I have to give this to God and let him work in me to find a place of peace about it all. I’m not there yet. And I guess some of my anguish is that I so cherish the milestones in my own children’s lives that she’ll never share.

In times such as these, all we have to hang on to is our faith. It serves as a lifeline. And I don’t doubt that family is really needing one right now. I am grateful to have heard they are surrounded by friends and loved ones. “16. For the Lord himself will descend from heaven with a cry of command, with the archangel's call, and with the sound of the trumpet of God.” She is in heaven now. And that is cause for rejoicing. That is the goal we all have for our lives. Perhaps this death, that we declare premature and unjust, will serve as a “wake up call” for those of us who take for granted all too often the little things in our lives. Maybe we will take stock of where we are headed in our life journey. And maybe we will honor her and her life by turning ours back on track.

I apologize if this seems so negative and lacking in the jubilant faith that I so often express (and hopefully demonstrate). This morning I struggle. And my prayers are for those children and that husband. And for all the friends and family whose lives were touched by this woman. Words fail me. I trust and believe, however, that God never will. Even in an untimely, inexplicable death. I must hold fast to my belief that He waits in heaven for this precious child, and has a purpose for her beyond what this earth could fulfill.

I hope today you hug your children, your spouse, all those in your life you hold dear. And that you thank God for every moment you have with them on this earth.

Mary  ¶ 7:26 AM

  A Beacon and a Consuming Fire .
Exodus 13:20-22

20. And they moved on from Succoth, and encamped at Etham, on the edge of the wilderness. 21. And the Lord went before them by day in a pillar of cloud to lead them along the way, and by night in a pillar of fire to give them light, that they might travel by day and by night; 22. the pillar of cloud by day and the pillar of fire by night did not depart from before the people.

Hebrews 12:28-29; 13:5-6

28. Therefore let us be grateful for receiving a kingdom that cannot be shaken, and thus let us offer to God acceptable worship, with reverence and awe; 29. for our God is a consuming fire. 13 5. Keep your life free from love of money, and be content with what you have; for he has said, "I will never fail you nor forsake you." 6. Hence we can confidently say, "The Lord is my helper, I will not be afraid; what can man do to me?"

Fire seems to be the theme of the day. I excluded several other verses referring to God as a “consuming fire” as they didn’t really seem to fit. I don’t know about you but I am fascinated with fire--there is something almost hypnotic about sitting around a campfire at night, sparks flying up into the night sky. Fire is also frightening when it consumes acres and acres of trees and grasses and runs over a mountain like water.

Okay, I added the verses from Chapter 13 back in because I opened there first this morning. The “quote from God” is indented and set off so one’s eye is automatically drawn to it. When life overwhelms us, this promise is sometimes all we have to cling to. God offers us more security than all the amassed fortunes in the world! His love is eternal and will follow us into our next life. The stock market crashes. Commodities markets take a nosedive. We lose jobs. Hurricanes and floods destroy our homes and businesses. Our God promises us a life with him that cannot be destroyed. He is our comfort, our assurance and hope, and yes, a consuming fire. He wants to burn away all this world has burdened us with and leave us refined and shining and perfect--like Him.

Fire can also have a good impact on nature. When trees are burned to the ground, new life springs up afterward. That’s how God works in us. He burns away all the past and makes a way for us to begin a new life in Jesus Christ. Our beacon by day and night now is not a pillar of cloud or fire, but the Cross. Just as fire warms us on a prematurely cold autumn night in the woods; keeps the “wild animals” from approaching us; affords us a “center” to a circle of fellowship with other campers, God’s love warms us, protects us, invites us in to fellowship with him. I don’t know if these visuals are even working for you! I’m not very articulate this morning!

God gave the Israelites all they needed to find their way to the promised land. He gave us an even better “roadmap to heaven.” How could we doubt God’s faithfulness when after thousands of years of grumbling and wandering off into the wilderness alone, we still didn’t get it--and what did He do? God loves us so much he didn’t give up on us! No! He sent Jesus. The ultimate sacrifice at the altar of eternal life. Though he was saddened, and angry with us, he could not abandon us. And he sent Jesus to tell us once and for all, in no uncertain terms, “I will never fail you nor forsake you."

I hope as you go out into the world this morning you keep the cloud pillar that is God ever before you. And that you remember the even more perfect reminder of his love, throughout every minute of your day.

Mary  ¶ 7:18 AM

  And Yet He Chose Us .
Deuteronomy 10:12-21

12. "And now, Israel, what does the Lord your God require of you, but to fear the Lord your God, to walk in all his ways, to love him, to serve the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul, 13. and to keep the commandments and statutes of the Lord, which I command you this day for your good? 14. Behold, to the Lord your God belong heaven and the heaven of heavens, the earth with all that is in it; 15. yet the Lord set his heart in love upon your fathers and chose their descendants after them, you above all peoples, as at this day. 16. Circumcise therefore the foreskin of your heart, and be no longer stubborn. 17. For the Lord your God is God of gods and Lord of lords, the great, the mighty, and the terrible God, who is not partial and takes no bribe. 18. He executes justice for the fatherless and the widow, and loves the sojourner, giving him food and clothing. 19. Love the sojourner therefore; for you were sojourners in the land of Egypt. 20. You shall fear the Lord your God; you shall serve him and cleave to him, and by his name you shall swear. 21. He is your praise; he is your God, who has done for you these great and terrible things which your eyes have seen.

Verse 14 is what first caught my attention this morning. Imagine this: God made the sky, the stars, the planets, everything in the universe. He made the earth, the mountains, the oceans, the vegetation , and everything on the planet. Of all the beauty and majesty of the earth, the wonder of the skies filled with stars on a clear night, what did God decide was his favorite? None of those! You and me! God loves man most of all, puny, weak, extremely slow to evolve, full of sin and exhibiting our rebellious natures throughout our lives -- he chose us! We are him -- a molecule of him in within each of us! It’s just too mind-boggling to understand! So what we have left, is to praise him, serve him, cleave to him.

All God asks of us is praise, service, obedience, dependence upon him and him alone. And yet, because he loves us so much, because we are his prized and precious creations, he allows us to worship other gods, seek after our own glory, depend upon people and things to make us happy and whole. And then he rejoices when we “wake up and smell the coffee” and run back to him, repentant and ashamed; yet certain that even if we suffer because of our sins, God will walk through the suffering with us. He will wait for us to find him and turn to him and rededicate ourselves to him.

My question, though, is how patient and forbearing is God really, though? He sent the Israelites all the signs - the plagues and warnings upon their oppressors when they refused to let their slaves go free. He sent them countless signs of his mercy and love -- assurances that he would protect them and ensure their welfare - and he promised them many descendents. And after all those years of man rejecting God’s promises, turning away from the hope of eternity, because it was “just too hard” for us, God sent Jesus. One final sign for all time. One last chance for us to ‘get it.’

God kept every promise he ever made. If he promised retribution for sin, that’s what happened; if he promised a rewarding life for obedience, that’s what came to pass. He “has done for you these great and terrible things which your eyes have seen” Thousands of years of unbroken promises. Thousands. And then Jesus. So I ask again: How patient and forbearing is God? I’m afraid to find out, because I’ve already spent close to 50 years testing his patience, and challenging his forbearance! I’ve run from him so far, and hidden from him so deep in the darkness, that he had every right to never lead me back to him. He had every right to condemn me for all time. Time and time again; over and over again.

12. "And now, Israel, what does the Lord your God require of you, but to fear the Lord your God, to walk in all his ways, to love him, to serve the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul, 13. and to keep the commandments and statutes of the Lord, which I command you this day for your good?”

My hope and prayer today is that we demonstrate in some small part the reverence, awe and gratitude for God’s love that we could never adequately express. And that we spend our day doing all that the Lord requires of us.

Mary  ¶ 7:09 AM

  Do Not Neglect to Do Good .
Hebrews 13:1-3, 15-16

1. Let brotherly love continue. 2. Do not neglect to show hospitality to strangers, for thereby some have entertained angels unawares. 3. Remember those who are in prison, as though in prison with them; and those who are ill-treated, since you also are in the body. 15. Through [Christ] then let us continually offer up a sacrifice of praise to God, that is, the fruit of lips that acknowledge his name. 16. Do not neglect to do good and to share what you have, for such sacrifices are pleasing to God.

I had some real-life, up-close and personal experience with these verses yesterday. And so did my walking buddy! We both asked for prayers that we continue to be strong in the Lord, and that God gives us wisdom to minister properly and effectively to those in need -- and to each other! In my current job, as I’ve shared before, I am usually the first contact -- the voice of the agency -- when someone calls seeking help and healing. And I see my job not only as the one who “matches up” the caller’s need with the appropriate counselor, but also to be first one who offers them hope and comfort.

Some days I feel almost oppressed by the wave of humanity that is so desperate for a way to find peace, happiness, wholeness in their lives. Issues ranging from mild situational depression to life-threatening addictions and other self-destructive behaviors. I find myself physically and emotionally exhausted some days when I arrive home. But spiritually, I find myself filled and fed beyond imagining! I am certainly not a trained counselor! I have no formal training at all. And so you might think it odd that I find myself drawn in to the lives of those who call. And at first I struggled for the words to respond to their pain. And I rely heavily upon my Stephen Ministry training to maintain boundaries, and to not assume the role of therapist! But I have learned that so often simply saying, with sincerity, “I’m sorry for your situation” is more than adequate. And I can tell sometimes that I am the first and only person who has told them that up to that point

I have a heart for people. I am both compassionate and passionate when I meet a person who is hurting. I’ve read countless books. I’ve spent hours and hours listening and observing others who have counseled those in need; and I’ve attended many seminars in the secular world on how to communicate effectively. All of those have been helpful in my current position but what has made the most difference, I think, is my Stephen Ministry training, That’s because the ministry approaches laity providing care from a Christ-centered perspective. That’s what Paul is talking about in Hebrews. I don’t know who is on the other end of the phone when it rings. But I know they are a child of God. I know that I have been led to that place in this time as God planned. (One day I’ll share that story in a discussion on obedience, stepping out in faith and allowing God to lead us where he wants us to go!)

We are all held prisoner by life sometimes. We need help breaking the chains of the bondage of sin and suffering. Jesus is the only way to break free. And we are to be the voice and hands and heart of Jesus to his (and our) brothers and sisters on this earth. Paul points out that we never know who God has placed in our path. We must use every opportunity to minister to God’s world--to his children. Because one of them could have their life changed by the interaction you have with them -- or at least their day! And sometimes we are truly the only Christ another sees or talks to. It is an honor and privilege to be a missionary in that way. Jesus showed us how it was to be done. Our task is to remember to keep going back to the well of the living word in the bible so that we are nourished and fortified to do Christ’s work in the world.

My prayer today is that you show hospitality to a stranger. And that you do so believing that every person crossing your path is an angel sent by God to fill your life with opportunities to share his love.

Mary  ¶ 7:25 AM

  One Worthy of Heaven .
Revelation 22:12-17

12. "Behold, I am coming soon, bringing my recompense, to repay every one for what he has done. 13. I am the Alpha and the Omega, the first and the last, the beginning and the end." 14. Blessed are those who wash their robes, that they may have the right to the tree of life and that they may enter the city by the gates. 15. Outside are the dogs and sorcerers and fornicators and murderers and idolaters, and every one who loves and practices falsehood. 16. "I Jesus have sent my angel to you with this testimony for the churches. I am the root and the offspring of David, the bright morning star." 17. The Spirit and the Bride say, "Come." And let him who hears say, "Come." And let him who is thirsty come, let him who desires take the water of life without price.

Verse 12 is beautifully comforting and yet frightening! Behold, I am coming soon! When I read those words I can’t help but take a deep breath and let out a sigh of relief. This journey called life on earth, life as we know it, if almost at an end. Christ is coming again and we will live with him forever - in perfection. And that is when I realize I had better recommit myself this very hour to living as I know I should! Because, what if soon means today!? What if it happens before I finish this morning’s post?!

John tells us that when heaven was revealed to him so that he could tell us all about it, he fell down to worship at the feet of the angel who had been his guide. And the angel told him “Do not do it! I am a fellow servant with you and with your brothers the prophets and of all who keep the words of this book. Worship God!” Even upon witnessing a foretaste of heaven, John worshipped an angel, rather than heaven’s creator! That, to me, is why we need to read the words revealed in the bible every day of our lives. We are human, and we are flawed, and even at the site of such magnificence and majesty, we forget who we worship!

Jesus “watches” out for us, even in our sin on the way to heaven! It is just unimaginable! God loves us so much that he allows Christ to intercede on our behalf. He sends angels to keep us on track even as we sin upon our approach to paradise! I just can’t even express how amazing and wonderful that kind of love is. Love doesn’t even begin to express how God feels about his children, created in his image! Devotion. Zeal. Tenderness beyond description. Passion beyond demonstration -- except through the cross.

And what is our response? How can it be anything other than abject humility, unspeakable awe, and sincere repentance of all that we are and who we are in this world. We cannot help but bow down and beg forgiveness for our human-ness and our slavery to human desires. We are compelled to offer up all that we are to be cleansed and washed clean. We beg to be reborn, yet again, as one worthy of heaven! We cast off all that we have done and everything that has impeded us from “deserving” heaven. And though we can never earn it, in our own zeal, humility, and thanksgiving, we act as if we could--in gratitude for God’s amazing grace.

“And let him who is thirsty come, let him who desires take the water of life without price.” That empty space inside us - that God-shaped hole in our souls, will be filled up to overflowing when we see the face of God at the end of time! All questions will be answered. All pain eliminated. All seeking will end. All sin eradicated. We will become like Christ on that day. Don’t you just long for that day!? Don’t you thirst for the living water, and hunger for the bread of life? I can hardly wait to be so satisfied.

My prayer today is that you will “wash your robes so that you may have the right to the tree of life.” And that you change your life and how you live, so that you “may enter the city by the gates.”

Amen. Come Lord Jesus.

Mary  ¶ 7:11 AM

  Very Important Tasks .
Colossians 2:6-10

6. As therefore you received Christ Jesus the Lord, so live in him, 7. rooted and built up in him and established in the faith, just as you were taught, abounding in thanksgiving. 8. See to it that no one makes a prey of you by philosophy and empty deceit, according to human tradition, according to the elemental spirits of the universe, and not according to Christ. 9. For in him the whole fulness of deity dwells bodily, 10. and you have come to fulness of life in him, who is the head of all rule and authority.


Who is in charge of your life? If you are self-employed your response will probably be, “I am!” If you work for a small company, you may say, “My friend, who is also my boss.” If you are a parent, you may say, “my kids!” If you work for a big corporation, you may feel as if “the company” is running the show. We do, after all need a paycheck to live, and someone to whom we are accountable. We need to know how to set our priorities and what to check off that to-do list first, and what can get moved to the next day. In other words, we need to first know the rules, and then decide to follow them -- even if they are “unspoken” and have somehow woven themselves silently and almost mysteriously into the tapestry that is our life.

Each of these scenarios presents us with a different conflict, doesn’t it? Are you really in charge of your life? If I had answered that way, I would be quite dismayed, as I don’t seem to have much control over how my life operates on an hourly basis, let alone, over a month, a year or a decade! For many years, it did seem as if our children -- their needs, our desires for them, their activities and interests -- were “in charge” of our calendar and our minds and hearts. At various points along the way “the company” came first and foremost, and our lives were planned around who was traveling where, and when; or who was working “overtime.”

It’s not “wrong” to be a committed, involved parent! We’re supposed to be devoted to our children! There’s nothing inherently wrong in being a committed “company man or woman.” And working for “ourselves” is a dream that my husband and I have shared for many years! But there is something missing from all of these scenarios, or something not quite right in how each are viewed. Paul urges us to “live in [Christ], rooted and built up in him and established in the faith.”

That charge is important! It refocuses our lives. It reframes our existence. Oh . . . I forgot . . . Jesus is supposed to be the 1st AND last item on my list! Every decision handed down from “above” at work must be weighed against the truth of Jesus and what that truth means in our lives. Is my involvement in implementing the latest plan in keeping with what I hold dear at the core of my life? Is it in keeping with what I feel is vital to my spiritual health, that my children, with their overscheduled lives, continue to determine my daily activities at the expense of my faith life in the promises of Christ?

The world tells us that our kids must be well-educated, exposed to as much culture and afforded every opportunity to discover their potential as is humanly possible to orchestrate. But, when was the last time we asked our children what they thought about how the President’s latest decision on some issue lines up with the faith we’ve instilled in them? What would happen if we told our boss that we could not participate in the latest plan to keep the company afloat - because it was not in line with our ethical and moral code for living? Of course, the winning “Apprentice” would never even think that way--because getting ahead at all costs--is what the world values.

I don’t know the answer! I just know that I struggle with many of these issues every day. Some more than others depending on where I am in my life journey. But I do know that the world is hungry for something to sustain it. People are desperate for a way to live in peace and with integrity. Mankind is crying out for the fullness of life found only in Jesus Christ.

My prayer today is that you take some time out of your busy schedule and just “rest in the Lord.” And that you move one “very important task” to tomorrow, so you can have time to thank God for sending His Son to show us all how to live.

Mary  ¶ 7:14 AM

  Born in the Likeness of Men .
Philippians 2:5-13

5. Have this mind among yourselves, which is yours in Christ Jesus, 6. who, though he was in the form of God, did not count equality with God a thing to be grasped, 7. but emptied himself, taking the form of a servant, being born in the likeness of men. 8. And being found in human form he humbled himself and became obedient unto death, even death on a cross. 9. Therefore God has highly exalted him and bestowed on him the name which is above every name, 10. that at the name of Jesus every knee should bow, in heaven and on earth and under the earth, 11. and every tongue confess that Jesus Christ is Lord, to the glory of God the Father. 12. Therefore, my beloved, as you have always obeyed, so now, not only as in my presence but much more in my absence, work out your own salvation with fear and trembling; 13. for God is at work in you, both to will and to work for his good pleasure.

Fear and trembling? Yes, that’s how I respond when I think about God working in me to accomplish “his good pleasure” (my bible translation states, “act according to his good purpose”). Fear in this case is not fear of being harmed or threatened, but rather refers to a healthy respect, awe, reverence. Trembling? You bet! Me, God? You want me to do what? You love me how much? You will love me how long? The realization of God’s certain responses to those questions does make me weak in the knees!

Just think about this for a minute if you don’t see the answers to those questions with the same certainty I claim. God sent himself/his son to earth. He grew inside his mother’s womb, was born -- just like all of us are born. He grew and learned and lived just like we do. And when he became a man, he came into his own, as we do in adulthood. He gave up divinity! He gave up paradise! He walked this earth, confined to human form, feeling pain and grief, love and joy, even lust and desire. He was us. And he became us to prove that he loved us. We can not understand another’s grief, fully and completely, unless we’ve experienced a similar grief. He could never understand the sheer joy of easy laughter shared among friends around a dinner table unless he had shared a meal with them.

How could our creator, our maker express to us -- with our limited human understanding and capacity to grasp the magnitude of God -- his love for us, unless he showed us that he understands us -- even when we don’t understand him. There was only one way. And to even conceive such a plan is beyond human reckoning! Of course, I can’t convince anyone that what I believe is right. And I fully acknowledge that. But I do trust and believe that through God using me for his good purpose; his good pleasure, I might touch another.

If Jesus, with the power and the certain right, to call upon angels to rescue him from the cross gave up divinity for me, I can certainly get up every morning to spend an hour with God. Since Jesus ate with sinners and outcasts, I can certainly reach out to my friends and neighbors in time of need. Since he healed and cured cripples and the infirm, I can certainly extend a gentle touch, a warm hug, a kind word to another in time of sadness, struggle or pain.

More than that! “Christ Jesus, 6. who, though he was in the form of God, did not count equality with God a thing to be grasped, 7. but emptied himself, taking the form of a servant, being born in the likeness of men. 8. And being found in human form he humbled himself and became obedient unto death, even death on a cross. 9. Therefore God has highly exalted him and bestowed on him the name which is above every name, 10. that at the name of Jesus every knee should bow, in heaven and on earth and under the earth, 11. and every tongue confess that Jesus Christ is Lord, to the glory of God the Father.

My prayer today is that you empty yourself out to make room for the good purposes God has planned for you. And that you work out your salvation with fear and trembling.

Mary  ¶ 7:06 AM