Worship for the Weekday
I Am Forgiven
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Luke 7:36-50
36. One of the Pharisees asked him to eat with him, and he went into the Pharisee's house, and took his place at table. 37. And behold, a woman of the city, who was a sinner, when she learned that he was at table in the Pharisee's house, brought an alabaster flask of ointment, 38. and standing behind him at his feet, weeping, she began to wet his feet with her tears, and wiped them with the hair of her head, and kissed his feet, and anointed them with the ointment. 39. Now when the Pharisee who had invited him saw it, he said to himself, "If this man were a prophet, he would have known who and what sort of woman this is who is touching him, for she is a sinner." 40. And Jesus answering said to him, "Simon, I have something to say to you." And he answered, "What is it, Teacher?" 41. "A certain creditor had two debtors; one owed five hundred denarii, and the other fifty. 42. When they could not pay, he forgave them both. Now which of them will love him more?" 43. Simon answered, "The one, I suppose, to whom he forgave more." And he said to him, "You have judged rightly." 44. Then turning toward the woman he said to Simon, "Do you see this woman? I entered your house, you gave me no water for my feet, but she has wet my feet with her tears and wiped them with her hair. 45. You gave me no kiss, but from the time I came in she has not ceased to kiss my feet. 46. You did not anoint my head with oil, but she has anointed my feet with ointment. 47. Therefore I tell you, her sins, which are many, are forgiven, for she loved much; but he who is forgiven little, loves little." 48. And he said to her, "Your sins are forgiven." 49. Then those who were at table with him began to say among themselves, "Who is this, who even forgives sins?" 50. And he said to the woman, "Your faith has saved you; go in peace."
My understanding is that often the wealthy would sit at table located in a courtyard of their homes to allow more room for guests. The poor, and perhaps the curious, would stand around the periphery of the dinner party and watch--perhaps waiting for a handout, or sometimes listening for local gossip, or word of government activities in the areas. So it was not unusual for there to be bystanders during this meal. It was extremely unusual for one to approach an invited guest--unheard of!
I have often struggled with this concept of forgiveness--how does one forgive Saddam Hussein? or a sex offender who harms a child? or anyone else who commits such horrendous offenses against society and individuals? I had made a comment at a meeting one night that “some people are beyond deserving mercy.” And boy, did one of my spiritual mentors, who happened to be leading the meeting, jump on that! He was so loving, but made it clear that I had been inappropriate. And I guess this scripture bears that out! Of course I didn’t mean it--not really--but I sort of did! I think that’s human nature.
But Jesus expected more. He gave more and offers us more. How dare I judge another?! Who am I to say my sins are not as “bad” as someone else’s? Jesus made it clear that he has enough love to forgive the worse of the worse. After all, isn’t sin, well . . . sin. All sin is wrong and offensive and hurtful to God. So how do I know that my sin -- being a fairly well-informed and committed Christian -- is not more offensive to God than one committed by a mentally ill child molester? Or a mass murderer who has gone mad? It may well be. In this case, ignorance is not bliss, is it? Applied to that scenario: I am woefully in need of God’s forgiveness!
I have been feeling a call to serve in jail or prison ministry. I don’t know why -- it’s not really anything I had thought of until recently. But this morning I’m wondering if God has in mind for me to explore more deeply the concept of forgiveness. I still have much for which to forgive myself, and perhaps this would be a way to learn forgiveness on a deep level--for myself, but also of others in the world. God’s people are in need of knowing they are already forgiven.
I hope today you will look within yourself for any places of un-forgiveness in your life. And that you will call upon Jesus, the source of all healing and wholeness to fill you with his peace.
Mary
A Puzzle, A Mystery, and a Paradox
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Luke 7:18-23
18. The disciples of John told him of all these things. 19. And John, calling to him two of his disciples, sent them to the Lord, saying, "Are you he who is to come, or shall we look for another?" 20. And when the men had come to him, they said, "John the Baptist has sent us to you, saying, `Are you he who is to come, or shall we look for another?'" 21. In that hour he cured many of diseases and plagues and evil spirits, and on many that were blind he bestowed sight. 22. And he answered them, "Go and tell John what you have seen and heard: the blind receive their sight, the lame walk, lepers are cleansed, and the deaf hear, the dead are raised up, the poor have good news preached to them. 23. And blessed is he who takes no offense at me."
What John really wanted to know from his cousin was when he was going to start overthrowing the current government and reclaiming political power for “their people.” Remember that even in his mother’s womb he leapt at the sound of Mary’s voice -- he had anticipated his mission and that of the Messiah’s coming since before he was born! And he was tired. And perhaps discouraged. He was in his 30’s (middle-aged by contemporary times). He had done everything he felt God was leading him to do. Said what he believed he was to say. And at each baptism in the river, he must have looked just beyond the horizon looking for Jesus. Or waiting to hear word of political unrest and great armies forming.
Jesus wanted John’s disciples to see the miracles he performed. Notice Jesus didn’t give them (or John) a simple, “Yes.” He didn’t launch into one of his parables. He went into action. Surely he recognized that John was getting impatient; maybe even discouraged. From the questions of John’s disciples, he realized that John had formed his own idea of who and what the Messiah would be. John had spent his entire life strictly adhering to “the law” and declaring the good news that a savior would appear on the scene. And his cousin, well, he wasn’t doing what he needed to do to fulfill the prophecies!
Don’t we get confused sometimes about “what God is supposed to do?” Haven’t we constructed a model for him to follow, a plan for him to use as his guide for our lives. Like, John, don’t we get discouraged, and anxious about when God is going to answer our prayers? John wanted a warrior king! Jesus sent back word that his war was in the spiritual realm, and not on earth. Jesus informed John, and the entire world that the rules had changed! He turned the world upside down--he broke all the rules! Because this world cannot contain or limit the power of God.
It’s pretty scary to turn our lives over to God, to his wisdom, to his plan. This world is a perilous place -- physically and spiritually! And sometimes we feel as if we need a conquering king to clear the way for us. But Jesus came into the world to overthrow kings and authorities and to offer us hope and healing. He told John, “You’re the best, cousin! You’ve been obedient and faithful, and a role model.” But his obedience and faith and life were models for the “Old Covenant”--of the Old Testament. Jesus announced that to participate in the “New Covenant” one must change the way we viewed everything in the past!
Jesus was a puzzle and a mystery and a paradox. But he was “the people’s savior.” He touched the untouchable, and sat at table with the outcasts. He healed and offered hope to a broken, hurting world. And he made it clear that he came to save us. You. Me. Each of us. All of us. And he promised us that if we look to him and how he lived, God will reward us in ways we cannot even imagine! Heaven awaits. But don’t think you’ll get there through the world. Only through the cross. That would be a hard sell on Wall Street! But it’s an “easy burden and light yoke” when we fully understand that God is the source of all good in the world, this universe, this galaxy -- in all of creation. And nothing is stronger, bigger, or more powerful than he. Turn to him and you find the answers to every question you can think of to ask. And let him have charge of your life.
My prayer today is that you will allow God to act beyond the limitations you have placed on him. And that your life will be full to overflowing with the goodness, peace and grace given to us by His Son.
Mary
A Special Commission
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Luke 6:12-19
12. In these days he went out to the mountain to pray; and all night he continued in prayer to God. 13. And when it was day, he called his disciples, and chose from them twelve, whom he named apostles; 14. Simon, whom he named Peter, and Andrew his brother, and James and John, and Philip, and Bartholomew, 15. and Matthew, and Thomas, and James the son of Alphaeus, and Simon who was called the Zealot, 16. and Judas the son of James, and Judas Iscariot, who became a traitor. 17. And he came down with them and stood on a level place, with a great crowd of his disciples and a great multitude of people from all Judea and Jerusalem and the seacoast of Tyre and Sidon, who came to hear him and to be healed of their diseases; 18. and those who were troubled with unclean spirits were cured. 19. And all the crowd sought to touch him, for power came forth from him and healed them all.
The section heading for these few verses in my bible is
"The Twelve Apostles.” Luke, almost parenthetically tells the story of Jesus selecting from his ever-growing number of followers a select group whom he designates as apostles. My bible notes define apostles as “ones sent with a special commission.” Throughout the months (possibly years?) that Jesus had traveled throughout the region, he had observed his “group” and noticed those who stood out--either because of their command of words, their ability to think on their feet -- or most probably, those with passion; a fire in their eyes. He didn’t go about recruiting as if he were looking for “the best and the brightest” as the military might. He wasn’t looking for the most charismatic and charming from among this group.
No, from all accounts I’ve read of those twelve, he selected the seemingly most unlikely to be designated apostles. They were plagued with sibling rivalry, brash demeanors, lobbying for the position of “most honored” and on an on. They sound just like us, don’t they--just “regular people?” And yet Jesus selected them! Of course he had seen in all of their “more admirable” qualities as well. He had probably observed that these, of all his followers, were quick to lend a helping hand to one in need. And they were fiercely loyal to Jesus. And they had a strength of character and a willingness to endure want out of that loyalty.
You see, we can’t be apostles sitting in church. We can’t pen a check to our favorite charity and work at the soup kitchen a few times a year and send our children to vacation bible school and call ourselves apostles. These men were willing to head out to the countryside, obediently taking nothing but the clothes on their backs. In other words, they trusted the word of Jesus. They believed him and they believed in him. And because of that belief, they risked everything and gave up everything for him. Remember, this was
before the crucifixion and resurrection!
These were twelve “ordinary” men on an extraordinary mission! And they had a fire in their bellies, and a light in their eyes. And when others saw them coming, they must have been curious, feeling a sense of anticipation, then of wonder and awe as they healed and preached and then moved on. No wonder word spread throughout the countryside! These men were not magicians! They were not taking any of the credit for themselves! Who was this “Jesus?” How could they meet him? They must been confused and yet fascinated by the message the apostles delivered to them! And unable to turn away. And forever changed by their words.
Today it is more difficult to be an apostle, in some ways. Our part of the world is so sophisticated and complicated! We can’t very well give up everything we have and risk it all for anyone -- even Jesus! Could we? Would you? Would I? We are all called to be apostles. Once we believe, we are commissioned to preach the good news to all the world. Perhaps it means that we live our lives with a fire in our bellies and light in our eyes that will cause others to ask us the reason and the source. Will you be ready to answer with power and with truth?
My prayer today is that you seize every opportunity to spread the good news of the Risen Christ. And that you fan the flame of that fire in your belly by seeking God’s strength, wisdom and power for every part of your life.
Mary
Listen With Your Heart
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Mark 14:3-9
3. And while he was at Bethany in the house of Simon the leper, as he sat at table, a woman came with an alabaster flask of ointment of pure nard, very costly, and she broke the flask and poured it over his head. 4. But there were some who said to themselves indignantly, "Why was the ointment thus wasted? 5. For this ointment might have been sold for more than three hundred denarii, and given to the poor." And they reproached her. 6. But Jesus said, "Let her alone; why do you trouble her? She has done a beautiful thing to me. 7. For you always have the poor with you, and whenever you will, you can do good to them; but you will not always have me. 8. She has done what she could; she has anointed my body beforehand for burying. 9. And truly, I say to you, wherever the gospel is preached in the whole world, what she has done will be told in memory of her."
This story makes me think of my new job. I work for a group of therapists who are also ordained in various denominations. It’s an unusual concept, but I think just amazing that such a group exists--how can one find health and healing after all, if one’s spiritual health is not vital? I am often the first contact individuals have with the group, as I generally answer the phone. When someone calls for the first time, I can often “hear their pain” through the phone. They sound so wounded and so frightened to take that first step toward healing. It’s a huge decision--and not an easy one.
I often find myself wishing I had my Stephen Ministry training manual with me and could “freeze frame” the caller so I could look up just the right words to make them feel better. But I have learned that if I simply speak from my heart, it is usually sufficient to put them at ease. And by the time we hang up the phone, often I hear a sense of tentative hope that maybe things will get a little better. I understand their pain, because I have experienced it at various points in my life, and I know how vital it is to feel empowered and affirmed at taking that huge step toward “feeling better.”
The woman in this story understood that sometimes words were not enough in ministering to others. Sometimes you need to let your heart lead you. And she responded at a very deep level to the inner anguish that Christ must have been experiencing by this point. She was sensitive to his needs. Though he had been the healer for their community, she was intuitive enough, and loved him enough - with agape love - to know that sometimes even the healer needs to be comforted, soothed, and to receive a respite. Jesus must have been almost overwhelmed at the extravagantly generous offering Mary made to him. And deeply grateful. After he rebukes those who have criticized her, Judas leaves to set in motion the events leading up to the crucifixion.
As we listen to the news and hear and see stories of almost overwhelming devastation, death, war and famine, it is easy to forget that those around us have very real needs for healing as well. And we can be so easily distracted and our attention diverted from those God has placed in our lives, perhaps for just the purpose this woman served in the story. Are there individuals in your life who could be greatly comforted by an anointing of expensive nard? Are there those who could use a kind word and loving touch on the arm to let them know you care? We’re not required to be therapists or ordained ministers to offer comfort and healing to this world. We only need to look around and see with our hearts--and respond from our hearts.
Jesus gave everything he had and all he was to this hurting world. And the least we can do in response to that gift is to offer all we have to others in need. When we give love away it comes back to us a hundredfold--and that’s not even why we do it!
My prayer today is that you will reach out to someone in your life in need of an anointing with oil. And that you will speak with your heart as you offer them words of comfort and encouragement.
Mary
The Love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord
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Romans 8:31-32, 37-39
31. What then shall we say to this? If God is for us, who is against us? 32. He who did not spare his own Son but gave him up for us all, will he not also give us all things with him?
37. No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us. 38. For I am sure that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor things present, nor things to come, nor powers, 39. nor height, nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord.
The heading for this section of Romans in my bible is
More Than Conquerors. I’ve been watching this weekend the news broadcasts from various parts of the world and found myself becoming anxious about “our” future -- that of mankind. Some might say that “the end is near” because “wars” are raging all over the world. And “we’re” losing the battle. But our Sunday School lesson was from James yesterday, and I came home feeling comforted -- we studied chapter 5 - on
The Prayer of Faith.
Of course you probably know what my next comment will be! Turn off the television and open the bible! Of course we must be informed about what’s going on in the world! I do tune in at least twice a day -- but it is because I want to know what to pray about, and who to pray for. I guess it’s easy to take that stance sitting here in my study in a nice neighborhood in the United States of America. I don’t have to worry about those in power barging in and arresting or killing me because of my opinions--or worse--because of my race--or for absolutely no reason at all!
Well, I guess it is possible to be a victim even here! But my point is this: God is with us. And he wants us to cry out to him to save his world. I remember after Sept. 11 how the whole country came together and prayed and became so steadfast as a nation. There was no talk in the months following that tragedy about whether or not the Ten Commandments should be on public display, or if prayer in school violated anybody’s rights! Don’t get me wrong! Anyone who knows me knows that I adamantly support individual rights and the protection thereof! And I struggle with that issue every day!
Have we forgotten so easily and so quickly how much we needed God? Do we feel “safer” because all these terror activities are happening “over there?” Does an ocean separating us really give us that sense of security? Of course I don’t think we should live in fear! But we also shouldn’t over react as the government so characteristically does! The truth is this: we don’t know if the next attack will be in New York City, Hong Kong, Rome, or Timbuktu! It doesn’t matter how many backpacks get checked, how many times we have to take off our shoes before entering the boarding area for a flight. We can have thousands of security personnel at every “vulnerable” target we can imagine! And it just doesn’t matter!
That doesn’t mean we don’t try to protect ourselves, and our loved ones. It doesn’t mean we do nothing! But I can’t help but think that if those “brainstorming” sessions, strategy meetings, and “best guess” scenarios were preceded by prayer, we might do a better job of protecting our citizens. And if each of us prays every day for God’s protection and wisdom, our little part of the world will be much safer. Or at least we’ll spend our time more effectively -- seeking God and his presence in our lives and our world -- versus fearing man and the evil influences under which he falls.
I guess I’m on my soapbox this morning -- one of my “thorns” is righteous indignation, as some of my friends -- and even my husband -- lovingly remind me when I get too worked up! But really . . . “If God is for us, who is against us? ?
My prayer today is that you will “pray your way through” the news. Ask God to shower his love and peace, mercy and grace down upon his world that he loved so much he sacrificed his beloved son to save it. And that you will feel the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord throughout every minute of your day.
Mary
Personal Lord and Savior
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John 3:14-21
14. And as Moses lifted up the serpent in the wilderness, so must the Son of man be lifted up, 15. that whoever believes in him may have eternal life." 16. For God so loved the world that he gave his only Son, that whoever believes in him should not perish but have eternal life. 17. For God sent the Son into the world, not to condemn the world, but that the world might be saved through him. 18. He who believes in him is not condemned; he who does not believe is condemned already, because he has not believed in the name of the only Son of God. 19. And this is the judgment, that the light has come into the world, and men loved darkness rather than light, because their deeds were evil. 20. For every one who does evil hates the light, and does not come to the light, lest his deeds should be exposed. 21. But he who does what is true comes to the light, that it may be clearly seen that his deeds have been wrought in God.
Have you ever really spent time trying to fully understand verse 16 and all its implications? On my Emmaus Walk a few weeks ago I was immersed, drenched, blanketed, overwhelmed by the love that can only be freely and joyfully offered by those who understands that verse! I just continue to marvel that Jesus, and his life, his crucifixion and resurrection was the culmination of thousands of years of history! So many faithful men and women waited their entire lives, and never knew Christ. So many people testified to his coming and believed so deeply and strongly that it would happen that they risked their lives to announce his coming!
Light came into the world the day that baby was born. A light that is brighter than sunshine. A light more intense and piercing than a laser. A light that can never be extinguished. “For God so loved the world . . .” He loves you. He loves me. Not just us as members of the human race; not us as occupants upon this earth he created to sustain our lives; not as residents on this planet for a short time and then gone to dust when we die. No he loves me -- Mary. He loves you -- (insert your name here). That’s what happened to me at Emmaus--I did accept Christ as MY personal Lord and Savior.
In truth though, it was not really an act on my part. God, using the Holy Spirit, revealed to me how very much, how deeply and passionately he loves the child he thought of before time began, who he weaved together in my mother’s womb, who grew to be wise and strong and brave. He showed me, in no uncertain terms, that I am on a path he has prepared, and that He will never allow harm to come to me. He cares about my life, and the decisions I make. He is interested in hearing my questions -- though he knows in advance what they will be--He likes me to ask.
The words in scripture are so beautiful and powerful, that I could never more articulately or with more reverence or gratitude, express how humbled and honored and awe-struck I am, that God loves me enough to have sent His son to earth to die on a cross and erase all my sin--even before I sinned! It’s unspeakable! It’s unimaginable! Light has come into my world! And I will never walk in darkness again.
My prayer for you today is that you are able to fathom in small part of your soul and your heart the magnitude of God’s love for you. And that you will bask in the light of your personal Lord and Savior.
Mary
Blessed to be a Blessing
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Jeremiah 17:7-8
Blessed is the man who trusts in the Lord, whose trust is the Lord. He is like a tree planted by water, that sends out its roots by the stream, and does not fear when heat
comes, for its leaves remain green, and is not anxious in the year of drought, for it does not cease to bear fruit.
Isaiah 26:3-4
Thou dost keep him in perfect peace, whose mind is stayed on thee, because he trusts in thee. Trust in the Lord for ever, for the Lord God is an everlasting rock.
Matthew 5:3-10
3. "Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven. 4. "Blessed are those who mourn, for they shall be comforted. 5. "Blessed are the meek, for they shall inherit the earth. 6. "Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, for they shall be satisfied. 7. "Blessed are the merciful, for they shall obtain mercy. 8. "Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God. 9. "Blessed are the peacemakers, for they shall be called sons of God. 10. "Blessed are those who are persecuted for righteousness' sake, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
Blessed refers to “ultimate well-being and distinctive spiritual joy of those who share the salvation of the kingdom of God” according to my bible notes. These “beatitudes” offer tremendous comfort to us in living today, just as they did in the time of Jesus. And notice Jeremiah expands upon his original statement of trusting in the Lord to trusting is the Lord. God represents, personifies, defines, reveals and provides the only thing we need to live in this world: HIM!
The point wasn’t lost on Isaiah either! He knew the only way to make it through each day was to rely on the Lord completely and absolutely. How else could these two great, mighty men even sleep at night? They had a lot going on, and a great deal to worry about! Without God, they wouldn’t have been able to bear up. They had mighty works to do and they had to rely upon God completely and absolutely to do what God had ordained them to do!
Interesting how timeless these words are. The verses from Matthew might as well just tell us to “give it all to God.” That’s the short-version for those in a hurry! In every situation, through every trial, through every challenge, in all things, God is the answer, Jesus is the way and the truth. These verses all describe an attitude toward each other. But also an attitude before God. We are to be completely honest in acknowledging our sinfulness, our inability to overcome evil, our dysfuntion and distress at living in this world. Give it to God and he will comfort you, uplift you, support you, guide you, and most importantly, love you beyond imagining.
I am blessed indeed to humble myself before God. Each day he uses me to minister to his world, I am awed and humbled. Every time he sends me forth to speak his truth, I am excited and joyful that he considers me able--and I rejoice because I know its not from myself, but from Him that my words and actions have effect.
I hope today you humble yourself before the God who deems us worthy as his vessels of healing and hope in the world. And that you find the comfort of being blessed beyond imagining.
Mary
Love’s Power
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John 7:53-8:11
53. They went each to his own house, Joh 8:1. but Jesus went to the Mount of Olives. 2. Early in the morning he came again to the temple; all the people came to him, and he sat down and taught them. 3. The scribes and the Pharisees brought a woman who had been caught in adultery, and placing her in the midst 4. they said to him, "Teacher, this woman has been caught in the act of adultery. 5. Now in the law Moses commanded us to stone such. What do you say about her?" 6. This they said to test him, that they might have some charge to bring against him. Jesus bent down and wrote with his finger on the ground. 7. And as they continued to ask him, he stood up and said to them, "Let him who is without sin among you be the first to throw a stone at her." 8. And once more he bent down and wrote with his finger on the ground. 9. But when they heard it, they went away, one by one, beginning with the eldest, and Jesus was left alone with the woman standing before him. 10. Jesus looked up and said to her, "Woman, where are they? Has no one condemned you?" 11. She said, "No one, Lord." And Jesus said, "Neither do I condemn you; go, and do not sin again."
When I sat down this morning I remember thinking that I needed some New Testament scripture today--something that tells a story of Jesus! So I came to John and this story of the adulterous woman. One interesting aside to this story is something I read somewhere about the men who accused this woman: they knew of her adultery, because she had been with them! Those were different times, but Jesus didn’t think the laws were just -- and this is another example of how he just turns our world upside down. To forgive someone whom, by law, should be stoned to death, was incomprehensible!
But I have a real-life story on the power of love. And it involves my son’s dog, Bingo. Bingo was his 4th birthday present. My husband and I drove all over to shelters, the SPCA, everywhere looking for the perfect dog--we spent an entire day. We still believe that Bingo picked us, as is often the case with pets! And we drove to the babysitter with the tiny puppy in my lap to surprise our son. And it was love at first site! But on day 3 when I took the puppy to the vet for his shots and a check-up, the vet told us he was pretty sure he had distemper and needed to be “put down.” I’m sure you’ve figured out that we didn’t allow that! Bingo and I spent a summer on the floor of our family room, me on my back, him on my stomach. And today he’s 13 years old. I don’t know if it was love for my son, or for this tiny puppy -- or both that compelled me to pour into that puppy every ounce of strength and love and healing I could muster. But it doesn’t matter. Because love prevailed. (It was later confirmed that he DID have distemper--because of some health issues that presented themselves!)
And that is the message Jesus came to tell us. Love prevails. It forgives sin, and even conquers death. Jesus went one step farther: he said to look into our own hearts before we judge another. Of course, when we do that, it is impossible to look at another person in the same way. It’s interesting that John points out that the older men left first -- was it because they were “more guilty” or simply because they “got it” first? Then Jesus does a couple of things that were equally as surprising considering the times. He speaks directly to this woman -- an outcast not only because of her sex, but because of her “profession.” And then he tells her something she could never have imagined: “Go now and leave your life of sin.”
He grants her the “power” to begin a new life! He erases her past and offers her a bright future. And that’s what Jesus does for us, too! He hung on a cross, and with him every sin in our lives was crucified. And when he rose on Easter morning, he gave us the reward he earned for us: new life. Now I know how much I love Bingo -- and I love my son so much more than that! But even still, I don’t know that I could do what Christ did for me. Even as he breathed his last, he asked God to forgive sinners. Even as he was dying he personally reached out to one of the criminals crucified with him, when he acknowledged the “innocence” of Jesus: “I tell you the truth, today you will be with me in paradise.”
Bingo joins me every morning now as I do my devotions and morning prayer. He lays at my feet and dozes. He’s almost deaf now, and probably partially blind. But he lives on as a testament that love is powerful. It even overcomes death.
I hope today you extend love to someone who, by this world’s standards doesn’t “deserve it.” And that you savor the look of surprise and gratitude on their face.
Mary
Prince of Peace
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Isaiah 9:6-7
6. For to us a child is born, to us a son is given; and the government will be upon his shoulder, and his name will be called "Wonderful Counselor, Mighty God, Everlasting Father, Prince of Peace." 7. Of the increase of his government and of peace there will be no end, upon the throne of David, and over his kingdom, to establish it, and to uphold it with justice and with righteousness from this time forth and for evermore. The zeal of the Lord of hosts will do this.
Yesterday I shared with you my “prayer burden.” By this morning I was feeling a bit overwhelmed, as the news on television continues to report local, national and international tragedies. Corruption and greed run rampant. Arrogance and self-righteousness on the part of powerful and influential people seems to be the order of the day. And each day , inaction, self-involvement and self-aggrandizing is the rule, rather than the exception. But I can’t pray all day long ! I have a job, and groceries to buy, and errands to run and laundry to fold . . .
And then I am led to Isaiah. Just as I begin to fall into the trap of thinking I and I alone must be the one to change the world. My natural care-taking instincts have run on overdrive--and I fall into the trap which I bemoan of “the world!“ Oh foolish me! Then I am reminded that one has already come who takes care of the whole world -- even when it doesn’t seem as if He’s present -- He is! He always has been! And I am greatly relieved to know that my burden is not mine alone, but that my obedience helps to “unlock” the power of good and righteousness into the world!
My bible notes discuss the various names of Christ, at this point, still to come. It explains that each of the four names of the Messiah consists of two elements. These titles were not like normal Old Testament personal names. “’Counselor’ points to the Messiah as a king who determines upon and carries out a program of action. As Wonderful Counselor, the coming Son of David will carry out a royal program that will cause all the world to marvel. Mighty God. His divine power as a warrior is stressed. Everlasting Father. He will be an enduring, compassionate provider and protector. Prince of Peace. His rule will bring wholeness and well-being to individuals and to society.”
God’s zeal -- his active, vibrant, undeniable love for us is what will save us -- he cannot abandon us! He just can’t stand the thought of leaving us alone! After all He sent His son to die for us -- to atone for our insolence and arrogance, to erase the stain of all our sins, to tell us, once and for all time, that no matter what, God will never stop loving us. So kings may rise to power, and moguls may take over yet another past competitor, and wars may rage, and when we look around our world it may seem as if we have been abandoned. But we are not alone! And we never will be! Did my obedient prayers change one single headline on the morning news? I’ll never know! But I know my heart is a bit more steadfast this morning! I know I feel comforted and uplifted by the love my Heavenly Father extends to me when I seek Him out.
I hope today you lift a prayer to the Prince of Peace. His rule will bring wholeness and well-being to individuals and to society. And that you rejoice at the thought of an all-powerful, enduring, compassionate provider and protector of the faithful in this world.
Mary
Speak With Boldness
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Matthew 7:15-20
Beware of false prophets, who come to you in sheep's clothing but inwardly are ravenous wolves. You will know them by their fruits. Are grapes gathered from thorns, or figs from thistles? So, every sound tree bears good fruit, but the bad tree bears evil fruit. A sound tree cannot bear evil fruit, nor can a bad tree bear good fruit. Every tree that does not bear good fruit is cut down and thrown into the fire. Thus you will know them by their fruits
Acts 4:29-30
29. And now, Lord, look upon their threats, and grant to thy servants to speak thy word with all boldness, 30. while thou stretchest out thy hand to heal, and signs and wonders are performed through the name of thy holy servant Jesus."
Apparently Duke University has published the results of a study that “proves” that prayer has no significant impact on the long-term recovery of those who are ill. I didn’t read the report, but a dear friend who is a nurse apologized in church yesterday for the entire medical profession! What is even more distressing to me than this report, is that Duke has a Divinity School where our own pastor attended! Just so we’re very clear: Prayer is powerful. Prayer makes a difference. No report, “study” or anything else will ever convince me otherwise.
I’ve witnessed miracles as the result of prayer. I’ve had prayer burdens placed on my heart, and I didn’t know why, but I knew without question or doubt that God wanted me to pray and I prayed, and kept praying until I had the “burden” removed. Did it make a difference? I believe it did. Do I know what that difference was? Nope. God wants us to pray. Jesus prayed all the time! Since he is our “ultimate role model” on a relationship with God, how can we do anything else?!
These are dangerous times for the souls of Christians, and for everyone else for that matter. The powers of evil are roaming this earth, seeking out those who they can use for their purposes. Want to save lives and bring an earlier end to the war in Iraq? Let’s try praying! Want to end world hunger or the AIDS epidemic in Africa? Turn it over to God. Ask Him what we are to do. Ask for His guidance and wisdom and direction. More importantly: ask that His outstretched hand allows us to speak with boldness the truth of the Risen Christ! Of course we need to act in tangible ways, too!
There are many tangible things we can do to make this world a better place. There are many tangible ways to ease the pain of someone who has lost a loved one, or to comfort a starving child. But none of those ways have power without prayer behind them. They’re “short-term fixes” for a long-term problem. If we want this world to be a better place we had better get on our knees and cry out to the God who made the world.
Prayer unleashes the power of heaven. Prayer is the “missing link” between God and us. He is ever ready and willing to act, but he requires us to ask. Jesus told us that, he said: If you ask the Father for anything in my name it will be granted. I’m pretty worked up about this and am not feeling very articulate this morning! I guess that’s because nothing I say will probably convince you one way or the other. Faith is like that--it’s personal. And this morning God has laid on my heart that I need to spend my time praying. So I’ll end now to allow myself time to obey my generous, loving, unspeakably wonderful God who pours out his blessings beyond measure to those who believe.
Pray today. Even if you don’t know what to say. Just ask God to use your prayers as He desires. And read the bible to weigh the truth of what is reported in the media.
Mary
God of Sorrow and Joy
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Psalm 4
1. Answer me when I call, O God of my right! Thou hast given me room when I was in distress. Be gracious to me, and hear my prayer. 2. O men, how long shall my honor suffer shame? How long will you love vain words, and seek after lies? [Selah] 3. But know that the Lord has set apart the godly for himself; the Lord hears when I call to him. 4. Be angry, but sin not; commune with your own hearts on your beds, and be silent. [Selah] 5. Offer right sacrifices, and put your trust in the Lord. 6. There are many who say, "O that we might see some good! Lift up the light of thy countenance upon us, O Lord!" 7. Thou hast put more joy in my heart than they have when their grain and wine abound. 8. In peace I will both lie down and sleep; for thou alone, O Lord, makest me dwell in safety.
Psalm 31:1-5
1. In thee, O Lord, do I seek refuge; let me never be put to shame; in thy righteousness deliver me! 2. Incline thy ear to me, rescue me speedily! Be thou a rock of refuge for me, a strong fortress to save me! 3. Yea, thou art my rock and my fortress; for thy name's sake lead me and guide me, 4. take me out of the net which is hidden for me, for thou art my refuge. 5. Into thy hand I commit my spirit; thou hast redeemed me, O Lord, faithful God.
Psalm 145:8-13
8. The Lord is gracious and merciful, slow to anger and abounding in steadfast love. 9. The Lord is good to all, and his compassion is over all that he has made. 10. All thy works shall give thanks to thee, O Lord, and all thy saints shall bless thee! 11. They shall speak of the glory of thy kingdom, and tell of thy power, 12. to make known to the sons of men thy mighty deeds, and the glorious splendor of thy kingdom. 13. Thy kingdom is an everlasting kingdom, and thy dominion endures throughout all generations. The Lord is faithful in all his words, and gracious in all his deeds.
I’m having one of those mornings where I can’t quite figure out what scripture I am to share. On one hand, I was drawn to scripture that was appropriate on a personal level for a dear, dear friend and a tragedy she’s experienced in her family. On another level, my personal life, my work life, my spiritual life, are in a place of abundance, growth, renewal and joy. And of course, I always want to offer a word on God’s majesty, might, love and his unfathomable grace. So where does that leave me this morning? In Psalms!
I guess the message is that our God is a God of every part of our lives; every experience in our lives; every thought and action; every word and deed. He sent His son to show us--in no uncertain terms--that He really does understand our pain; he really cares about our grief; he really celebrates the joy and sighs when we find peace. Everything and everyone on this earth will fade away. But God is ever over us all. He is Alpha and Omega. He was there before the beginning of time, and will remain after everything else in the universe is passed away.
Believing that is both a comfort and a cause for celebration.
I pray today you find all your needs met by the God who created every emotion, sees into every heart and offers eternal life for those who believe. And that whatever you experience today, you will feel God’s presence through it all.
Mary
Comfort, Comfort
Isaiah 40:1-11
1. Comfort, comfort my people, says your God. 2. Speak tenderly to Jerusalem, and cry to her that her warfare is ended, that her iniquity is pardoned, that she has received from the Lord's hand double for all her sins. 3. A voice cries: "In the wilderness prepare the way of the Lord, make straight in the desert a highway for our God. 4. Every valley shall be lifted up, and every mountain and hill be made low; the uneven ground shall become level, and the rough places a plain. 5. And the glory of the Lord shall be revealed, and all flesh shall see it together, for the mouth of the Lord has spoken." 6. A voice says, "Cry!" And I said, "What shall I cry?" All flesh is grass, and all its beauty is like the flower of the field. 7. The grass withers, the flower fades, when the breath of the Lord blows upon it; surely the people is grass. 8. The grass withers, the flower fades; but the word of our God will stand for ever. 9. Get you up to a high mountain, O Zion, herald of good tidings; lift up your voice with strength, O Jerusalem, herald of good tidings, lift it up, fear not; say to the cities of Judah, "Behold your God!" 10. Behold, the Lord God comes with might, and his arm rules for him; behold, his reward is with him, and his recompense before him. 11. He will feed his flock like a shepherd, he will gather the lambs in his arms, he will carry them in his bosom, and gently lead those that are with young.
According to my Bible Reader’s Companion, “the Hebrew word for “comfort” used here is
naham. “It is a deeply emotional word, overflowing with feelings of pity and concern. It’s a word that often has the meaning of consolation. Isaiah has cried out against the spiritual insensitivity of his generation and warned of devastating divine punishments.” But wait a minute! Couldn’t that same statement/warning/proclamation be made today—against us? For centuries, prophets have beseeched us to “get on board!” How long will man continue to defy God and keep on sinning?
Fortunately for us, we worship a God, who is as loving and gentle as he is mighty. One who lovingly stoops down to lay his hand upon us with the same tenderness we would display toward a cooing newborn baby. The God who made the world; the God whose majesty cannot even begin to be reflected in the wonders of this world, loves us. Even when we can’t find the words to express our need, God meets that need. Even when we are frightened and unsure of the future, God has already made a way for us. Even when we lose a loved-one, God waits in heaven to welcome their soul, and reminds us that He never dies.
I didn’t know where to turn in my Bible this morning. I’ve rejoiced at my new job all week, but then last night I received a call from a dear friend that her brother had died. So it was difficult to figure out how I felt this morning. But “comfort” is never out of order. Even when everything in our lives seems to be going along just great, we need to remember who is the source of all life. Even when we can’t figure out the why of a situation, God has already planned far into the future, and promises us that we will understand everything at the end of time. Even when, “I’m sorry,” is all we can think of to say, it’s enough, because God speaks through our friends.
Isaiah speaks of a life without trial, tribulation, grieving or remorse. Jesus offers us the way to achieve that existence. His death and resurrection changed all the rules. He understands our profound grief when a family member dies—remember his tears upon hearing of the death of Lazarus? He became one of us, to show us that whatever we’re feeling—he’s felt it and can extend his nahum/comfort to us.
Sometimes God seems so big and distant. But Isaiah expresses his feelings of God’s very real presence in his life. He needed the kind of comfort only an all-surpassing God could offer. And the assurance that it would be offered freely and without limit or restriction.
I hope today you turn to God for all your needs. And that you find comfort beyond expression in knowing that He will meet them all.
Mary
Jumping and Leaping
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1 Timothy 1:12-16
12. I thank him who has given me strength for this, Christ Jesus our Lord, because he judged me faithful by appointing me to his service, 13. though I formerly blasphemed and persecuted and insulted him; but I received mercy because I had acted ignorantly in unbelief, 14. and the grace of our Lord overflowed for me with the faith and love that are in Christ Jesus. 15. The saying is sure and worthy of full acceptance, that Christ Jesus came into the world to save sinners. And I am the foremost of sinners; 16. but I received mercy for this reason, that in me, as the foremost, Jesus Christ might display his perfect patience for an example to those who were to believe in him for eternal life.
First time my walking buddy and I have met in a while -- maybe two weeks?! Though is was swelteringly oppressive, we did make two circuits around the school. I think we had the will to do so more because we wanted to get caught up with each others’ lives, than we were concerned about our physical fitness! Verse 15 pretty much sums up how we summarized our own lives and all the recent happenings therein! “15. The saying is sure and worthy of full acceptance, that Christ Jesus came into the world to save sinners. And I am the foremost of sinners;”
We didn’t beat ourselves up, we just both were/are in awe of God’s love, mercy, goodness . . . well you know I could list about 100 words and still would not be able to capture the essence of God! God is so good. We are so bad/small/sinful! But what we both agreed upon is this: In our obedience, God blesses us. When we are obedient, holding nothing back, no “but’s” or “if’s” our lives are good! How could it have taken me almost a 1/2 century to figure that out?
I’m not talking about going to church every week, and teaching Sunday school from time to time. I’m not talking about tithing or fasting or maintaining an active prayer life. Though all of those are expected and are, I believe, natural responses to God’s grace! I’m talking about stepping out, making a move, with no understanding of why or how it will all work out. I’m talking about changing your life--quitting a job that has been spiritually “toxic,” changing the course of your future. I’m referring to leaving a financially rewarding career to do something God wants you to do. I’m talking about giving up a bad habit. I’m talking about changing the way you respond to your spouse our your children when they really, really, irritate you -- no, I’m talking about not being so irritated all the time!
I know, you’re thinking RV Brown, the speaker during Youth In Mission week had undue influence on me! Well, it wasn’t “undue” but it was certainly powerful. Actually some of these revelations and realizations took place before last week -- RV just confirmed them for me! I started a new job on Monday. I wasn’t even nervous the first day. I knew God had led me to that place, to those people. They clearly are in need of my skills and abilities. And they have a great deal to offer me as well. How could one ask for any better situation? And this job is the result of obedience to a leading of the spirit. The job interview I went on is the only one where a discussion of my spiritual gifts took place!
I’m not bragging or holding myself up as an example of anything except of what God, through Jesus Christ, can do with and for us. Sinners all, he loves us still. Blasphemers, persecutors, insulters, ignorant and flawed . . . I offer myself only as testimony to God’s power and might and love.
I pray today you take one small step in obedience to God’s will for you. And that tomorrow and the next day, you find yourself jumping and leaping in anticipation of where God will lead you!
Mary
Not the Wisdom of Men
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1 Corinthians 2:1-5
1. When I came to you, brethren, I did not come proclaiming to you the testimony of God in lofty words or wisdom. 2. For I decided to know nothing among you except Jesus Christ and him crucified. 3. And I was with you in weakness and in much fear and trembling; 4. and my speech and my message were not in plausible words of wisdom, but in demonstration of the Spirit and of power, 5. that your faith might not rest in the wisdom of men but in the power of God.
Last week on the Youth in Mission trip to North Carolina, the guest speaker throughout the 4 days was RV Brown. He is a huge – I mean HUGE – man – 285 lbs., at least 6 feet 6, and, as he told us many times, at 52 years old can still bench press 405 pounds. And he was African American – of the “hellfire and brimstone” upbringing. I would estimate that perhaps 7 or 8 out of the 500 youth in attendance were African American (or another non-Caucasian ethnicity). Oh, did I mention that RV was LOUD!? I mean this man did not need a microphone to be heard in the building, let alone for about 100 feet outside the walls! So, you’re starting to get the picture: LOUD man, very large, completely unlike anyone 99.9% of us had ever experienced – except in an occasional action movie!
Some of the kids starting crying right away. They were terrified! Some of the adults were pretty scared too! And kind of upset, because he seemed harsh, LOUD, and he scared a lot of the kids.! But by Thursday morning, we had heard and seen him pray – on his knees. And we had seen him cry – and cry out to God – for the souls of every person in that gathering. And we all changed our perceptions of him. That was one of the important lessons for me: God takes many forms on this earth. And he will do anything – even send a scary, loud, big man into our lives – to get our attention!
RV Brown decided a long time ago that he knew nothing except Jesus Christ and him crucified. And, like Paul, he was compelled to share the truth with any and everyone who would listen – even 500 or so Caucasians from the suburbs! This past year I’ve been working on courage. My own mom told me a couple of weeks ago that she has always thought I was brave. And one my covenant sisters said that almost a year ago to me! Funny how we don’t see in ourselves the qualities we most want, but that are most apparent to others!
I think that the very first night – Sunday, July 3, 2005 – RV Brown – through God’s grace in the form of this unusual and amazing man – I crossed a threshold in my life! That night – and the succeeding days and nights in those mountains – was life-changing! I have finally, after almost a ½ century, been able to step outside myself and allow God to use me as He desires. I am no longer too self-conscious to pray spontaneously, or to speak in front of others without a “script!” I finally know and understand that I am worthy to do that. And RV is the one who helped me realize that I was being disobedient by NOT doing what I believe God created me to do!
RV continued to implore us to fight the battle against evil. Satan is wily and wise and is in a battle for our souls. Speak the truth – to everyone. Tell the truth – at all times. Don’t worry about what people will think of you. Don’t be concerned about how you are perceived – let your life back up your words. Read the bible. Pray. Preach. Love. Make a difference with your life. You go, RV! Look out world! A whole bunch of people came home fired up for Jesus! And some of them were changed—forever!
My ardent prayer today is that you will always speak the truth, unconcerned about the doubters and scoffers of this world. And that you accept and rejoice that God has instilled in you all you need to make a difference in this world.
Mary
Prodigal/Prodigal
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Ephesians 2:1-10
1. And you he made alive, when you were dead through the trespasses and sins 2. in which you once walked, following the course of this world, following the prince of the power of the air, the spirit that is now at work in the sons of disobedience. 3. Among these we all once lived in the passions of our flesh, following the desires of body and mind, and so we were by nature children of wrath, like the rest of mankind. 4. But God, who is rich in mercy, out of the great love with which he loved us, 5. even when we were dead through our trespasses, made us alive together with Christ (by grace you have been saved), 6. and raised us up with him, and made us sit with him in the heavenly places in Christ Jesus, 7. that in the coming ages he might show the immeasurable riches of his grace in kindness toward us in Christ Jesus. 8. For by grace you have been saved through faith; and this is not your own doing, it is the gift of God -- 9. not because of works, lest any man should boast. 10. For we are his workmanship, created in Christ Jesus for good works, which God prepared beforehand, that we should walk in them.
I have long been interested in the story of the prodigal son. I have shared with others that in my life I have lived the role of both brothers in the story, in terms of my relationship with God. You may be thinking that I intended to discuss another scripture, and accidentally posted Ephesians! But these verses really make my point for me, so I’ll share them with you this morning. In my fascination with the story of the prodigal, I have focused the least on the father in the story. As a loving parent, I haven’t really paid much attention to the father, as I would also welcome back to myself a child who had gone astray, and now returned.
But there is so much more to that story! I realized recently that I didn’t actually know the definition of ‘prodigal!’ When I looked it up in the dictionary, I was quite surprised! And this is why: According to the The
American Heritage® Dictionary of the English Language, Fourth Edition prod•i•gal (pr d -g l) adj. 1. Rashly or wastefully extravagant: prodigal expenditures on unneeded weaponry; a prodigal life. 2. Giving or given in abundance; lavish or profuse: prodigal praise.
The 2nd definition is what Paul is describing to the Ephesians. He’s explaining that even though we, as mere humans, continue to be prodigal in how we live our lives, and in how we--over and over again,reject the abundant blessing of grace granted to us, we belong to a prodigal God who lavishly and abundantly loves us!
I’ve spent a lot of time thinking about the paradox of this definition! I think that this one word describes man vs. God/God vs. man! We have been saved by God’s grace, created in Christ Jesus for good works, which God prepared beforehand, that we should walk in them. God already had us in mind a long, long time ago! And he had a plan for us, and a way to get to heaven. And when we failed to live up to our side of the bargain – he gave us a new one! An even better deal – free, unearned—unearnable,
prodigal grace!
There. I’ve gotten it out of my system! Are you rashly or wastefully extravagant with this life God has given you—planned out for you before time began? The prodigal nature of our God is such that it’s okay if you answered “yes!” Because God loves us so very much, that he just can’t stand to be without us – any of us. So he gave us a way to get to Him—not of our own accord, not on our steam – but through Christ. The first definition in the dictionary is listed first only because of usage – but the 2nd one is the one that really matters! If we could picture God, His picture would be there!
I hope today that you repent of your prodigal nature, and run to your prodigal God, joyously accepting the lavish, abundant life he promises us. And that you’ll pause for a moment to imagine a father who loves both the older and the younger son.
Mary
Finding Grace in Time of Need
Hebrews 4:14-16
14. Since then we have a great high priest who has passed through the heavens, Jesus, the Son of God, let us hold fast our confession. 15. For we have not a high priest who is unable to sympathize with our weaknesses, but one who in every respect has been tempted as we are, yet without sin. 16. Let us then with confidence draw near to the throne of grace, that we may receive mercy and find grace to help in time of need.
By the time you read this, I’ll be packing up – and doing final room checks – to return home to Richmond. Teenagers will be sad to leave their new-found friends, and will commit to maintain this new, heightened level of spirituality! They decide to be better Christians and to live a life more worthy of the Savior who died on a cross for them. And they are absolutely certain that they will be able to change the world just as soon as they get back home. I know all this, because I’ve been on this trip four times before this year. And I’ve felt the same way. I will already have started praying for the one or two kids who take me aside and tell me something they need help with in their lives before we even pull away from the retreat center. And I’m thinking how strong and committed I’m going to be—that this year, after this trip, I really am going to be a better Christian, live a life more worthy of my Savior’s sacrifice, and maybe . . . just maybe in my spare time, I’ll figure out a way to change the world.
I’m not being sarcastic! I’m not intending to be flippant or disrespectful at all! I’m just being a realist. (Those who know me, don’t see that quality in me often – I’m usually the “pie in the sky idealist” of the group!) I really do want to be different—better. And I do sincerely desire to contribute something meaningful to change the course of the world for good. Just like these idealist, amazing, incredible teenagers I will have spent the last 4 days with, I desperately want a deep and abiding relationship with Christ. And I want to live out that relationship in my daily life – for the rest of my life.
And like those teenagers, I go back to “the world.” We enter back into a reality where the minority are Christians. We live with those who haven’t heard the Good News and we struggle to figure out how to tell them—because they really don’t seem very receptive to anything we saying. And the world isn’t kind and loving, and they don’t encourage stepping out in faith and stepping up with courage. The world wants us to “shut up” and “put up.” The world doesn’t want us to rock the boat of social justice. The world doesn’t want us to upset the status quo. But we want to . . . if only we could just go back to LJ . . . and just live there . . . and not have to face the world “out there.”
I wistfully imagine that life every year! But I know that’s not what Jesus came to earth to teach us. We have the gift of those few days in the mountains to prepare us, to fortify us, to encourage us and to send us forth. Out into the world – like Jesus. He didn’t stop to worry about the status quo. He loved the unlovable. He ate dinner with the outcasts. He wrote the book on social justice. And he understands how difficult it is for us to be the lone voice calling in the wilderness of sin and greed. “Let us then with confidence draw near to the throne of grace, that we may receive mercy and find grace to help in time of need.”
He knows. He hung on a cross. And now he sits on the throne of grace. And he did it for us. He did it so that we would have the confidence to do it too. Pick up the cross. You won’t carry it alone.
I hope today, you’ll pray for me, for the other adults, and for all the youth who are on their way back to reality. And that maybe, in some small way, all of us working together really will be able to change the world.
Mary
A City of Jewels
Isaiah 54:10-14
10. For the mountains may depart and the hills be removed, but my steadfast love shall not depart from you, and my covenant of peace shall not be removed, says the Lord, who has compassion on you. 11. "O afflicted one, storm-tossed, and not comforted, behold, I will set your stones in antimony, and lay your foundations with sapphires. 12. I will make your pinnacles of agate, your gates of carbuncles, and all your wall of precious stones. 13. All your sons shall be taught by the Lord, and great shall be the prosperity of your sons. 14. In righteousness you shall be established; you shall be far from oppression, for you shall not fear; and from terror, for it shall not come near you.
I’m in a really “odd place” in my life right now. In the last two years our daughter left home for college, my husband quit his job and started a new one, we sold and bought a house, and I am to start a new job on July 11th! There have been a couple of pretty challenging situations at church, as well, and at my former job. I joked with a friend the other day that Post Traumatic Stress was going to hit me at any moment! I was only half joking, though because I have been some really crazy dreams! And some nights I don’t sleep well. Don’t get me wrong! We’re very happy with our new house, my husband has been so pleased with his job, and our daughter is doing just great! Our son is working hard on graduating from high school next year. I could go on and on with everything that is good and wonderful in my life.
So why have I been feeling kind of in a funk? I’ve spent a lot of time trying to figure it all out. And I really can’t—though I am pretty worn out from all this change. So I’ve decided that all I can do is “keep on keepin’ on.” I know that God is working in me and through me as he has been my whole life. I know that he sustains me through all the transitions in my life, and through all the challenges as well as the times of rejoicing. I know that though “mountains may depart and the hills be removed,” God will not abandon me or lead to a place of harm. So I turn to him every day, every hour, and sometimes, every minute. I really want to know “what’s up” but I also really want God to use me as he sees fit.
So funky or not, I’m in this for the long haul. I rejoice at the love and joy and good fortune with which I have been blessed! And what about my un-ease? I offer it up to God. Of course, I do ask him – rather disrespectfully I suppose – to please. . . please . . . hurry up and establish his righteousness within me so I can not be fearful and afflicted with doubt and uncertainty! I know . . . God’s already been where I’m going. And I do long for heaven! But some days I struggle with the waiting.
I hope it doesn’t seem as if I’m whining. (I despise whining!) What I really am trying to say is that it may seem to me that future is uncertain. It may seem as if each time we’ve made a change, it was a big, monumental deal because we’d not ever done that before. But really, God had it all under control! He always has! And he already knows what the future holds. Since he loves me more than I could ever imagine, I really don’t need to worry. Cause he’ll be there waiting for me!
My prayer for you today is that you’ll offer up all your doubts and fears to the God of all love. And that you’ll look forward to moving to the city of jewels he has prepared for us at the end of time.
Mary
Shield of Salvation
Psalm 18:20-36
20. The Lord rewarded me according to my righteousness; according to the cleanness of my hands he recompensed me. 21. For I have kept the ways of the Lord, and have not wickedly departed from my God. 22. For all his ordinances were before me, and his statutes I did not put away from me. 23. I was blameless before him, and I kept myself from guilt. 24. Therefore the Lord has recompensed me according to my righteousness, according to the cleanness of my hands in his sight. 25. With the loyal thou dost show thyself loyal; with the blameless man thou dost show thyself blameless; 26. with the pure thou dost show thyself pure; and with the crooked thou dost show thyself perverse. 27. For thou dost deliver a humble people; but the haughty eyes thou dost bring down. 28. Yea, thou dost light my lamp; the Lord my God lightens my darkness. 29. Yea, by thee I can crush a troop; and by my God I can leap over a wall. 30. This God -- his way is perfect; the promise of the Lord proves true; he is a shield for all those who take refuge in him. 31. For who is God, but the Lord? And who is a rock, except our God? -- 32. the God who girded me with strength, and made my way safe. 33. He made my feet like hinds' feet, and set me secure on the heights. 34. He trains my hands for war, so that my arms can bend a bow of bronze. 35. Thou hast given me the shield of thy salvation, and thy right hand supported me, and thy help made me great. 36. Thou didst give a wide place for my steps under me, and my feet did not slip.
I like the way the psalmist has two conversations at the same time – one with the listener/reader, and the other with God! He tells us of all the ways God repays good for good, peace for peace, strength for strength. And then it seems as if he stops to lift praise and thanks to this amazing God, mid-thought! That’s how my mind works so I really don’t have much trouble following along, as some might! I’ve been teased, that when I really get on a roll, people can’t keep up with me! I don’t think the psalmist is saying he is righteous, clean, pure, humble. I take it to mean that when he acts righteously, with purity and humility, his life is good. He doesn’t have too many worries. He’s not in turmoil. He feels safe and secure. Because God is surrounding him and those he loves with his protection and love.
David is grateful for the many blessings God has bestowed on him and he recognizes that the blessings are available, because of his obedience and trust in God. When we humbly accept and act upon God’s word, our lives too, are without turmoil and strife. That doesn’t mean everything is perfect! It doesn’t even mean that your spouse will always agree with you and your children will always obey you, and your boss will give you a raise twice the size of last years’! It doesn’t mean that there won’t be any more death, or crime, or terrorism, or war in the world. But it means that through our faith in the God of all strength, power, comfort, love and grace, we don’t need to throw up our hands in surrender to it all.
David, like us, has this comfort and assurance that God will not fail him, because of the past. God was with him through all the trials and tribulations he experienced up to this point in his life. God forgave him for the sins he committed in the past. Just as God has been with us – even before time began – and never leaves us alone. We know that we’ll “make it” through whatever life presents us, because God has brought us through the past hard times. And we know He always will!
Oh my Lord and my God! I love you beyond words, beyond thoughts, beyond imagining. You are so faithful to me! Each time I turn to Him, He shows me mercy and love. He takes away my sins, and my transgressions. He wipes them all away and wraps me in his love. He fortifies me, refines me, and teaches me what I need to know so that I can be prepared for the next “roadblock” thrown up in front of me. Loving, gracious Father, you strengthen me and enfold me with your protection in the face of my enemies.
I hope today you’ll feel God’s love surrounding you, His mercy soothing you, and His grace causing you to tell everyone you meet that the Lord loves those who love Him. And that you’ll take a moment to tell God how grateful you are for His presence in your life.
Mary
